I Love My CandyMan

2009-04-26T20:24:00.004+08:00

i must be crazy or i'm just challenging my body. haha.

5 days straight i had been working for 12hours. not really 5 days straight.

-Monday and Tuesday work for 12 hours.

-Wednesday normal timing. go home at 5pm.

-Thursday to Saturday work for 12 hours. oh yes. I WORK ON SATURDAY.

customer need the sample results by TOMORROW.
and they just send in the sample about last week. gila. and we have 16 sample and have to test 50 different type of test methods and that need 3 to 4 weeks.. but the customer need the result by less then 3weeks. haiyo.

they think we put the sample in our mouth and printer out the results form our bottom is it?

but thankfully we finish it as fast as we can. my viscosity still left 7 sample to go, i hope that zul will finish up by tonight.
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saturday night.
i was talking to xioa dan.

me: i feel so guilty that i can't finish up my viscosity by today. i give up already. i am so stress.
then about 15min later she come toward me.
xioa dan: don't feel guilty lah nurul, u done so much for us already.

awwwwww... that the sentences i want to hear. i feel really good, at least someone really appreciate what i done good. she really really a nice person.

and u guys think that i'm just so manje and i can't do all the viscosity all by myself. u are wrong. first u have to agak2 which tube to use and if wrong tube i use, i have to repeat all over again. and must run at different temperature. and i hate waxy sample. once i taken the sample out from the oven, less then 1 minute it will be harden again. arghhhhhh. that make me slow and stress. if u guys don't undarstand what am i talking about, its okey. i just want to let it all out.

16 sample i have to run 3 times for all the 16 sample that make about 33 times i have to do viscosity. 1 sample must run at 3 different temperature. for example, 1 sample had to run at 70degrees, 100 degrees and 135degrees. leceh tau. i feel like crying. u handling with hot stuff and it's really hurts. above pictures must done by tomorrow.

and got 2 other worksheet, same like above picture. different sample. also urgent. arghhh.

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why i just don't ignore it and let the other anaylsts do it?

it is because i'm leaving for another 3more weeks. and my department are short of people. and i just want to help what i can do for the next 3weeks for them. i can't see them suffer. it is really stressful, messy and u just want to sream at all the sample. and they are super nice people. and i am trying to do good to them before i leave.
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tomorrow i don't know i want to work for 12hours or not. my eyes are super heavy. and my legs are killing me. i was thinking that i work for 12hours for tomorrow till thursday. and friday will be public holiday. and i will rest on that day. see how.

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working on SATURDAY...
hahahaha. working on saturday is like peaceful. haha.
- no one looking at u if u are doing yr work
- no one bothering u.
- no one using the machine except for me.
- no one on yr way
- no one. no one. no one.
- u can eat any time u want.
- u can listen to music as loud as u can, and still no one stopping u.
- if u have no work u can do yr stuff and u don't have to act busy.
- WOW.
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today go to azman's wedding. the wedding very very beautiful lah. i just loves it.

above picture is my supervisor, susin and his son. cute right. and this is the guy(susin) that is very very nice. if i do anything wrong he will teach me again with a smiling face. he the one who make our department very kecoh, who make me laugh till i felt on my knee. and in 3weeks time i will spending my last time with my department. i am very sad. i just don't want to leave this place.
and susin asked me if i can come back after my exam. i am still thinking.
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last story.

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY DARLING AYANG.

dear ashari,
i am so sorry i have not spending time with u for the past few week due to all the busy things i have to do now. and we seldom see each other. and i don't msg u as much as before. i can count how many messages i give u for the past few days. less then 10msg. i know it is really cruel of me.

and i'm sorry that when i reaches work i don't inform u. i really really forgot. i go in my lab and i started to work. i promise i won't do like that before.

and i want to say thank u for being so understanding. u are the best boyfriend ever. u never get angry with me easily, just a deep voice when i did something wrong towards u. and thats it and the next thing u are okey. u are so understanding.

and even when i'm really really tired to talk to u and i sometime have mood swing, u never fail to make me laugh. thank u syg for being beside me always. i love u so much.

happy anniversary sayang.

i miss u very much. see u this Friday darling.

ps: Nur hasyira is super sweet lah. always on 26 of the months she never fail to wish us.
very nice girl. i miss u so much irah. love u lots.

.toodles.

4 MORE SUPER WEEKS.

2009-04-19T18:42:00.003+08:00

still planning what to buy for my beloved department.

i am soooo going to miss them so much. they are way way caring people.

since the day i started my attachment, my stories mostly all about my work. haha. okey2, i change my topics.

i feeling guilty for not buying masturah omar's any present for her birthday.. i will give her on the next outing. insyallah.

next birthday coming up is Ryhana that falls on 27th april. i think that i want to plan an outing with my darling 4t1. go for a picnic at someway quite. and we all play games. boys can play soccer at the open field. we girls play tea party. haha. ape saje lah aku. but i still haven't get a great location yet. wait i will survey2 okey.so how my plans my darling 4t1?

then on 5th may is amirah's birthday.

then 0n the 10th is my darling nurul azreena's birthday.

then on 15th may is nyai's ku syg birthday.

and on the 15th may is annis's birthday too. hehe

and yea. i forgot to tell u guys, that time my beloved 4t1, we went and go shisha(i don't knw how to spell).

and wait.. i don't smoke k. so don't worry. it is because at work i inhaled to much chemical. and i hurt my lungs and i don't want to worst my lungs. i loves u my lungs. haha.

i shorten my stories. too tired. will update. 4weeks later. haha.

THEY CALL ME SEMUT! I WILL GET THEM BACK.

2009-03-21T17:45:00.009+08:00

I'm back. and hello Friday night,Saturday and sunday, i miss u so much..

we have 6 more weeks until our attachment end. see how fast time flies. i still remember that i still had 20 more weeks to go but now i have, 6 MORE WEEKS TO GO. i'm loving it. can't wait to go back to school.

but i really loves my department. they very nice people.

last monday, my supervisor is so so sweet lah. i was at the admin place wanted to take something.
and he came in. he saw me with a relieve face.

susin: haizzz. i searched for u all over the company and u are here. haizz. so tired.

awwww. so sweet. he just wanted to say something not that urgent messages and he searched for me all over the company. sweet kan.

susin: u brought yr lunch is it?
me: yes. why?
susin. ohh. i thought want to bring u along we go eat lunch together with the rest.

another "awwwww".

susin: nevermind. it's okey. tomorrow or the day after tomorrow okey.
me: (with a wide smile.) OKEY! thanks

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but the next day i didn't go eat lunch with them. because it was zi chin last day. so it was the last time we want to eat lunch together.

he was super sweet lah. he brought for us crackers, cookies and lots of them. still inside the cupboard and chocolate. so lunch after eating our meal. as usual we went to our lepak place and eat all the snacks.

dilla and zi chin.
even though our lepak place is so small. this is our comfortable place. 10people only can fit in. hehe. above picture has 9people in it. dilla unable to see.

malay girls.
dilla on the left. me and ash.
ash is very very great friend to be with.
she laugh at most things. we laugh alot.
zi chin called us.
"heart attack laugh" for ash because she laugh super loud.
&
"asthma attach laugh" for me because i laugh super silent. haha.

i never come with a stranger and get along so well.
ash is my very first.

and i will miss zi chin very very much. he was the one always make all of us laugh since chi wen and aien leave. and did i mention khalis and hakim are back. they finished their exam and came back. ash and i was so happy. haha. but when that "BOD" guy come i am much much happy. only ash and i know. hahaha.

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AND THE NEXT DAY,

i went lunch with my department. 6 people in the car. 2people infront and 4 people a the back.

i was cramp at the middle.
at the back, susin, xiou dan(XD), me and mark
at the front. mohd and the driver, prakash.

susin: nurul, are u comfortable?
me: very.
XD: really?! haha.
inside the car there was 3 singaporean and 3 malaysian. and we keep debate about our politics and government. haha.

gi mkn at some place. best. puas hati arh.

lunch time maximum is 1hour.
but we spent 2hours. melampau. and we come some excuses why we are late.
luckilly no one asked.
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oh yea! last last saturday. when bowling with my super super darling classmate 4t1.. miss them so so much. they are the greatest friends i ever had.

had so much fun together. next outing is karaoke i think. so we will see.

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and yea last tuesday, it's dilla and sheila turns who leaving us. why?????!!!!!. at least wait for us to leave too. now, left ash, shou yi, hakim, khalis, sherling, chen ai, eugene and wan. aiyooo.. makin mendak lah tmpat lepk kiter kan.

and yea. KHALIS called me SEMUT. WHAT THE HELL. now hakim and ash dh ikut2. HAKIM DH START PANGGIL KU 'MUT'(short cut for 'semut')

for e.g: hakim today shouted from far.

hakim: EH! MUT!
me: mut? biadap. ape kau nk?
hakim: aku nk gule2.

and yea, why they call me"semut".

it is because,

my safety goggle is so big for me.
i am so in love with candy. and they know it.
and i'm small.

not that i'm skinny or what. it 's because all of them are so tall. i'm the shortest one.

mcm2 lah dieorg panngil aku.

but it is okey. like 'semut' is very rare that people used it. haha.

and yea, next week i have to take over time everyday. mampos jugak aku nie.

toodles.

2009-03-06T23:52:00.008+08:00

i am so stress up.

i haven't update my log book for the past 12weeks. mampos aku
hahaha. well. i think i will start tomorrow.

today at work. nothing much to do. just left one f**king viscosity that ended up i have to REDO next monday. whatever.

so i asked mark if i can help him anything.

he told me to wait. and he go and asked my supervisor. and my supervisor asked me to follow him to the store room.

and yea. he said.

he: yesterday, u arranged the file into months. thats very sweet of u.

haha.

he: now, i want u put the old files/documents into boxes.

WHAT!!!!

he: previous attachment students arranged the files on the selves. but i forgot to tell them to put inside the boxes.

so, he was waiting for another attachment student and thats was me to clear the store room. haiyo.
and he left me alone in the room. he said. u can close the door or open it. its up to u. the room is all yours. i want to close the door. but the room is quite scary. so i just opened the door and listen to my music. hehe

i have to clear all the files. i clear all at the bottom.

my supervisor said, previous students already arranged from smallest to bigest. padehal2.
year semue sebarang aje dieorg letak. i have to arranged them again.
malas nk neat2. so sebarang aje lah.
end of the day. i pack 5boxes. from the year 2000 to 2003. antic ke aper. hah.

and yes. on wednesday. go shopping with my darling ayang.

we go vivo city. i want that puma beg. i search at tampines but don't have.
i want beg pack. but mostly all the shop sell sling beg, and hand beg. whatever lah.

so go to vivo city and i saw the beg i wanted. but the colour are so ugly. then ashari asked the sales girls.

arie: do u have any colour?
the girl: nope.
me: alah. okey u wait here.

and i looked at the beg from far if the beg colour is okey. but still its look ugly.

i come back, and i saw arie holding a black colour beg. and i like. yes arh got other colour.

the colour are very cool. black and orange.

i asked the sales girl how much.

and the costs is very expensive. and she said it was the last one.

me: last one???!!! okey i buy it.

haha

arie: (wispered to me) u, give me your atm card.
me: WHY?!!
arie: because the sales girl asked me, am i buying for u? and i said yes.
me: hahahahaha. bagus. yelah. go and pay.

haiyoo. nie lah matair aku. haha.

i so in love with my beg now. haha. the big circle can open. i'm loving it.

and yea. one of my friends, jason.

jason: why u bring turtle to work?
me: idiot u!!! what turtle?!!
me to shikkin: aku beli mahal2 dier panggil beg aku turtle.

hahaha.

and some of them start to call my beg turtle. it is a puma not a turtle. haiyo. hahaha. but i don't mind.

and today. i go shopping again. with ashari again. hehe.

i brought charles and keith shoe. omg. i'm loving it. 30% off. mane tak best kan.

shopping really release stress. haha.
so thats about this week.
join me next week on ilovecandyyummy-syazjajaz.blogspot.com
haha.
toodles

2009-02-28T20:31:00.020+08:00

Halo there. i am so sorry for the late update. i'm not that busy but too lazy and tired to update.

where do i begin?

well, my life is doing very well. i loves my family. i loves my ashari. i loves my friends. and lastly, i have to admit that day by day, more and more the feeling of 'likes' appear from my heart saying that i loves my job. hahaha.

ABOUT MY WORKING PLACE

well.. the people there start talking to me. allhamdulillah. firstly i started working there i was under depression. haha. really!! my job are okey but i don't understand why people don't want to talk to me and i felt really hurt. but now everything change. once again, allhamdulillah.

my working place also got some attachment student from poly( aien and chi wen) but they left. and two ite student (hakim and khalis) and they also left. i miss them lah seh. they very kecoh. and we will also gossip about some of the permanent staff. hehe. now left shikkin, che chin, dilla, eugene and shouyi. but still, break time we will always, always crack up each other and laugh non stop.

this is our lepak place. only for us. hahaha
good view beside us is the sea. and very windy.
very good place to take a fresh air and relax ourselves from work

che chin will be here for another 3 more week. man, i will miss him so much. he is the one who mostly crack us up.

this is the place they will always disturb me. when they had enough disturbing me they will always said this.

some of the guys will said: stop it lah. wait her boyfriends come with his sampan and knock u guys with the gayung. haha. with their reactions and their faces make the sampan story funny.

and they burst into laughter.

and sometime when the were fed up with their job. they will always said,

"can call yr boyfriend to fetch me up with his sampan." haha. awwww. i will miss this word.
and yea, sometimes they will fight about the sampan. haha. i don'i understand why.

and this is the place they called me '10 seconds girl'. because when they tell jokes i need 10 seconds to get it. haha. well. IT LESS THEN 10SECs okey.

and this is the place where they will listen carefully to your laughter whose has the most funny laughter they will laugh at them.

many funny moment happened at our lepak place. this is the best lepak place to be. haha.
and when our break time has ended we will always said this.

"okey. time's up. lunchtime stories ended here will continue tomorrow"
and some of us will say " alaaahhhhhh, another 5minute lah. pleasseeee" hehe.

ABOUT MY JOB

sometimes it is okey. sometimes very leceh. haiyo.

firstly, there are viscosity. if the sample is really waxy. have to put inside the oven and the tube also have to put inside the oven. and mostly, waxy sample is black in colour. so have to filtered out first. if the sample waxy and still flowing nevermind but some of the sample been taken out from the oven the sample will fast to become hard again then must pun inside the oven again. haiyo.

left one is the clean filtered. after filtered the dirt inside the sample will remain at the filter on the right

and after charging the sample. must put the tubes in the bath for 45min then can start timing.

and the timing if different by 0.001 secs, it can cause me to repeat again. arghhhhh..

thats mean either wrong tube or the way i time it is not correct. argghhhh..

but now. i'm quite expert in this. hahahaha. and some of the attachment student will called me viscosity queen. hahaha.. thank u. thank u.

and another is the pour point. i hate this test here. haha. leceh nk mampos.

to make the sample become ice. haiyo...

charge the sample into the tube.

heat up to 45degree celcius. and let it cool down at room temperature. and this will take about 30-45 minutes.

and moves to 0 degree celsius and so on.

still haven't become ice. hve to make my own bath. pun inside the dry ice. alamak. leceh siak.

and this test can take about half day. if i saw the worksheet that have to do this. i feel like tearing up the paper or burn it. or run like crazy person. hahahaha.
and i always burnt my hand. haha. painful u know. it sting alot.

MY.....

my weight... haha. i gained weight okey. either i'm too happy about my life right now or i'm too stress that i become crazy until i eat very much lately. haha. the answer is both. haha.

and i think i becoming crazy. i laugh at work like hell everyday. i smile suddenly. and sometimes i even talk alone. hahaha. risau lah. haha.

MY SAFETY GOGGLES

and there are 5people said my safety goggles are too big for me and still counting. i asked shikkin and asked her is my safety goggles is that really big. and she looks at my face and laugh. haha.

IS IT THAT BIG? haha. dilla said that from far she cannot see my nose. haha. oh well. it is quite comfortable. and thats okey. i wore the smaller one but i'm too clumsy that toluene almost his my eyes. haha.

OVER TIME

when my viscosity haven't finish i have to OT. its my choice if i want to OT or not. and this day i OT. i going home. i saw this huge beautiful rainbow above our head.

the woman in black is janet. janet is running. haha. she already quit this job. she the most funny women i ever met. miss her so much.

about the rainbow. shikkin and i saw the rainbow end to end. really!! very big. but i only took half of it. because i don't know to take picture. i don't know how to take the picture of the full rainbow. i think if kakak suhada were there, i think she will manage to take the full rainbow. haha. she is very good in taking pictures.

MARK TAN WANNA TO MAKE US LAUGH

if u guys don't understand the jokes. see the date. hello, February until 28 or 29 okey. haha.
and one of the anaylst write back in red, " wait long long". hahahaha. MARK TAN is my chemist.

ASHARI

last thursday is our anniversary so we planned to meet. but ashari had last minute plan. his team mate booked the wrong date to play soccer. so he asked me to wait at kallang at 6. his game finished at 6 so should reached at kallang mrt station at 615 lah. but no......

i reached at kallang mrt at 6. brought curry o and sardine o at old chang kee and waited.

and 615 had left. so i called2 and no one answer. my anger appear. haha.

at 630 i tried calling and suddenly his h.p turned off. my anger become hot. haha.

and 634 he called me using his friends phone. saying sorry and he just finish his match. my anger becoming lavar. haha.

645 he called saying the bus is late. from that on my anger want to erupted. i felt like crying of anger. haha.

stay calm and i walk into 7eleven. i saw all kind of candy and they make my smile. hahaha.
but the price is too much lah. fruitips my favourite costs $2.10. what???
mantos soct $1.75. what? so i brought the candy that we have to choose. nevermind lah if i had to paid $6 to $7 also nevermind lah. and it costs me $4. so quit okey lah.

and when i ate it. my anger all melted down. and now my body is full of enery. so i ate about half and i look at the bag, i think i should take the picture.

before i ate the candy it was full till the word below 'choice'.haha. i ate and i forgot all about my anger. and ashari come i just nagged for a while and thats it. ended up inside the train. we talked, mostly i do the talking. and we laughed alot. haha. that time my body is super energetic. full of sugar. haha. i said to him. luckily u had a girlfriend whom like candy if not he will die. haha.

and he belanje me burger king. puas hati arh. hahaha.

see. we ate alot nowadays. haha.

i miss him already. hehe. love u.

aliff

i don't know why. but i miss aliff. i think because that time he came to my house and i didn't spent much time with him because i went out with ashari.

suppose today i will meet him but mak ogy cannot make it so maybe next time. hehe.

i look like a samurai with that kind of hair style. haiiiyakk. hahaha.

so i end my long post here.
thank for staying at your sit to red my long stories.hehe,
toodles.

2009-02-07T18:04:00.005+08:00

AT LAST WEEKEND IS HERE.

i am super happy, i will rest my butt on the sofa for hours i don't mind. and watch television all day long. as long my mind don't think of work. when i reached home, i feel like rolling all over my house to show that I'm happily back every single day. haha.

thursday when out with, ashari, shahfiq, feerdaus, nazih and ryan. and shahfiq is so damn irritating lah.

and as usual nazih, feerdaus and ryan will be late.

and as usual i and ashari will arrived first. haha. so kiter dua nie mulut tak boleh diam. nk sumbat makanan aje kat dlm. first we ate curry puff each. then we ate kueh lopez, and chicken seaweeds. haha. sampai kenyang. and shahfiq arrived.

and yea, guess what. we bumped into hasyira. she run towards me and hug me. awwwww.. i miss her so so much lah. and catch things up. and about 20 minutes of talking and she had to left. oh yea, aki with her also.

and one by one the 3VIP arrived. haha. so off to IMM.

nk cari kedai makanan pun kecoh. nk makan sushi lah, nk mkn mac lah. nk mkn long john lah. ended up we ate bagus. but i don't want to eat because my mom cooked crab. so tgk aje lah dieorg mkn. and first of all, shahfiq brought chicken cutlet, and then he come again with a bowl of food. and he force me to eat his chicken cutlet. but i don't want it. and they all semue suruh mkn except feerdaus and ashari and they say.

shahfiq and ryan: alah syaz.. mkn lah. aku tau kau nk. sedap tau. alah... boncet satu hari aje.

kepala otak korang lah. but still i don't eat. just eat the fries.

and so bla. bla. bla.

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i have this problem that my voice is out of control.

when i am excited i will speak very loud. i don't realised it but someone will say for example.

"eh. korang bual, korang ingat nie rumah korang eh"
or
"kau tertelan microphone eh"

it is embrassing u know. i don't know lah. my voice cannot tune down when i am excited. haha.

NEXT TOPICS

so yesterday i wanted to go to work as usual will salam my mom. and my mom said this.

mom: ade surat untuk kau. lelaki kasi. tadi pagi mama buka pintu abeh ade surat nie depan pintu.
me: SURAT???!!
mom: ah'h. dekat atas meja.
me: (look so confused, who the hell want to give me letter infront of my house)

i looked on top of the table. and the letter was writen.

TO SYAZANA
FROM SYAHID

ME: HUH?
i opened the letter and there was a invitation to a wedding.

no. its not syahid going to married but his brother and he invite me. haha.

his brother will be married at my void deck. i smiling and off to work. and i msg him.

me: when u send me this letter?
him: 2am.
me: dh buang terbiat eh.
him: haha. no lah. skrg i at yr void deck sleeping inside the kemah.
me: memang sah buang terbiat. haha

so just now go to his brother's wedding.

NEXT TOPICS

KAKAK Suhada went to batam yesterday. got project there. take care sis.

NEXT TOPICS

NEW MEMBER OF OUR FAMILY IS BORN ON THE 3 OF FEB.
mak ogy taking care of the baby.

NEXT TOPICS

ashari is loved. i miss him so much lah. when i'm off he will be working. haizzz.

u.... nnt u off kiter gi ice skating k?? I LOVE YOU

toodles. be back after 1 week.

2009-01-31T20:37:00.006+08:00

well hello everybody!!!!! i feeling great and healthy.

it seem 3 weeks i didn't played the computer. either to busy watching television or just wanting to go to sleep.

for the past few weeks it was fun, i was full with energy.

first of all. i will not going to go out with this 3 boys, ryan, feerdaus and nazih. nak ajak org kluar ended up i had to wait for them for 1hour and 50minutes okey. why i waited for them eventhough it been so long of waiting because ryan always say he was about to reached ended up i waited for 'again' 1 hour 50 minutes. ( but its okey, been so long never see them we had so much fun)

*next topics*

BIRTHDAY TIME.

Suhayla's 21st Birthday.

Nazhifa's 7th birthday.

Azreenie's 14th birthday.

Rizuana's 18th birthday.

Happy Birthday!!! left ifa present i haven't give.

*next topics*

really enjoy myself on public holiday.

had...

3day chalet.
( kak suhayla's bday party)

1 bbq pit
(rizuana's birthday party)

and no rest day for me. haha.

so lazy to upload many picture here are some of them. *winks*

for rizuana party, she haven't upload so no picture.
but my girlfriends i don't know what happened to them, i think it was me. they are super duper fare lah their faces. very jealous u know. i took picture with them i'm the most darkest. hahaha.
oh well. i don't mind. and yea i super duper miss them lah.

*next topics*

SO LONG NEVER GO BOWLING

i played so........ bad. haha

and aqil first time played bowling.
and he even cried because sikit2 masuk longkang. haha
but at last he hit the pin and he wins to kak suhayla by 1point. 34 -33.

*next topics*

ashari will get a new buddy. he is so happy.

*next topics*

THE BUS LEFT ME

Yesterday, it was 456pm. my bus leave at exactly 5pm.
i like running from my department, pass the laboratary and pass the admin room.
i look outside the window, the bus was still there. i punched my card and say goodbye to this abang and pushed the door and..........

THE BUS LEFT ME. I RUN LIKE HELL AND STILL THE DRIVER DIDN'T SAW ME.
SO EMBARASSING. LUCKILLY NO WANT SAW ME RUNNING LIKE CRAZY PERSON.

go back to my department.
me: BUS TINGGAL KAN!!!!
my chemist(susin): WHAT?!!!!!!
susin also want to ride the bus.
my supervisor(mr mohd): hahaha. i will scold the bus driver.

AND mr mohd send the both of us to jurong east.

and i meet kak syiqah and we drink coffee with her friend, nadia.

hahhahaha. so funny lah. and this monday, my supervisor will teach me how to do flash point.
i'm loving it.
haha

so thats it then. see u guys very soon.

2009-01-11T11:43:00.003+08:00

Today is Sunday.

Tomorrow will be Monday. and have to go back to work. wuaaaaaaaaaaa... i want to cry!!!

I DON'T WANT TO WORK. I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL....

18 MORE WEEKS IS TOO LONG FOR ME. NEVERMIND, SUFFER NOW, ENJOY LATER.

Yesterday meet my AYANG! i miss him so much.

i said to him that i will fetch him at boon lay. ended up we met at outram. hahaha.. he was mad for awhile.

we went to Vivo City. okey now my favourite place to shop is there. because so many pretty things lah. i love the clothes there. once i recieve my allowance, i will go SHOPPING.

My BAD HABIT.

and lately i realised that i have this habit that. when people talking to me, my mind will be somewhere else. i like talking to myself in my mind.

ashari also notice it, and yea, i did it again.

ashari was telling me this story and i heard him talking but i don't know what is in my mind that i don't realise that he was talking to me.

then when he was about to finish his story, then i realise i don't pay any attention to the story. i told him and....

and i never never saw his face like that before. he give me the looks that freak me up. haha. say sorry to him. and he told the story once again with a angry tone. sorry ashari.

i want to stop that habit. i have to learn to listen.

Ashari said that i only listen to the first thing that whoever is talking to me, and i will started to think alot and i will forget to listen to the other things that the person is saying next.

OMG. i really need to study to listen.

thanks ashari for waking me up and realise my bad habit.
u know me well. i love you so much.

2009-01-09T21:27:00.007+08:00

well i feel like posting. but i don't know what. haha.

WUHOOO!!! Friday is here today. i'm loving it. and i have Saturday and Sunday to rest and spent time with my families and ashari..

job was so tiring. left 18 more weeks/ 90 more days to go and i'm back to school. i feel like a bimbo/dumb working there. haizzz. watching people calibrate the oil. run the machine. i felt so jealous. haha. i want to do that. have to study hard syazana.

missing ashari is getting larger. i want to meet him. please sayang.

yea, i miss school alot. really. especially secondary school life. u just study for exam and u can have fun. even when u study, u can chat with yr friends, u can sleep. i miss that moment. and sometimes u fight, u bully with the teachers and u can joke around with the kental teacher. haha. happy moment.

so someone out there who one to quit school, especially quitting during secondary school years. please don't. i know someone out there want to quit school because u want to work. well, again please don't. u study just for about 20years and it is for your own good. but u have to work until u die. and if u want to improve yr skill, u can take course about 4years and that it, it will stick to u until u die. and u can have better working life.

okey2, if someone out there disapproved my 'ceramah' about quitting school. i'm sorry. it's just my opinion. and yes, here i go again being a makcik. ok2, i stop here.

aiming for my life

learn as much method to do at work. so that my suction head give good grades/report to me.
being super friendly at work place or any places. so that i'm not invisible. haha. and i can communicate well.
spend so much time with my family.
must spend time with my favourite nyai in the world and cousins.
spend time with darling 4t1 girlfriends.
spend time with darling jc0801L.
and of course sayang, i don't forget u. i will try to spend so much time with u.
study very hard for my future.
try to make it to polytechnic and get a diploma. INSYALLAH. i really want it.
take good care of my health. (must go exercise and eat right)
have a brighter smile.
improve my english.
have sexy legs. hahahaha. (not nessesary)
have CONFIDENT in myself ( compalsary)
and like ashari always scold me asked me to have a positive mind set. haha. i try syg
help my family with finance problem.
and must have a good rest and have fun.
and lastly, stop eating ice cubes. (very compalsary)
and very last thing. never forget about ugama. my mom always say, god can just take your life, and every thing u earn in life will never help u afterlife, just your 'goodness' and 'sinful' will help u afterlife.

what i want to do with what i earn for my life.

GO SHOPPING ( a must)
buy tons of clothes
buy lots of skirts and dresses.
and i want HIGH-HEELS shoes.
MAKE UP and facial wash.
treat my siblings.
save money to go vacations with my family. insyallah.
computer
camera
whitener for my tooth. haha.
go dentist.
take my mom to a spa. wow.
belanja my parent to go to hajj. insyallah.
and yea, i almost forget this. i want to buy present for my cousin and family went their bday reach.
and insyallah i will buy present for my girlfriends too. haha.

i think thats it. i know there much much more. but this is what i can think right now.

can i be shiok sendiri sekejab? haha
this is what happened went ashari never reply my messages.
being super boring.
taking stupid faces of yrself really can make u laugh.
haha

i know someone will get irritated seeing my faces. haha. i'm sorry for the disturbance.
hahahahaha.

toodles

2009-01-03T14:45:00.031+08:00

I'M BACK. busy with working. work is okey.
arie asked me to update but i'm to busy.

so it is saturday and it is my off day. so i'm going to talk about,

HOW I SPENT MY LIFE IN THE YEAR 2008.

January 2008.

GOOD BYE MY 2007 AND HELLO 2008.

> WHERE I CELEBRATED NEW YEAR IN OTHER COUNTRY AND IT was in MALAYSIA. WTH.. hehe.

> the next chapter of my life.
- i had to leave my secondary school life and begin my life in ITE.
- Get Chemical process technology and Get same class with ASHARI again. hehe
- started to make new friends. and lucky for me they are super alright.
- we get along very well.

we been knowing each other for one month and we already play pool together and eat pizza hut together.

end of January 2008

Febuary 2008

we had NAPFA TEST. for the five station i did well. for 2.4km run. don't said about it. since secondary 1 i never pass my 2.4km run. and in the year 2008, i am the last person in class to reached. haha. must do well in 2009 2.4 km run.

studies for this course was super hard for us the whole class. still remember every one hate our class adviser and every one felt like giving up. well. every thing going to change later.

every wednesday we played snooker/pool. and i'm getting better. puji diri sendiri sia syaz. tak malu.

having our class test and practice for our phase test. school is getting better.

end of Febuary 2008

March 2008

having lots and lots of phase test and theory test.

my phase test.

and celebrate, wina, nadrah, hikmah, imdad and kak sarah bday.

and the first time i went to the west alone to do project at fify's house. haha. congrats syaz.

and had family's pit and 4t1's pit. the best moment.

my family gathering.

4t1 gathering.

end of March 2008

April 2008

still hate my class edvisor. haha. improved a little in my studies. left 7week till examination.
get our new safety boots.

went back to damai secondary school to take testimonial.

haha. mcm phm.

end of April 2008

May 2008

the first time i went out with ashari's family.

some of the thing we studied.

had our first examination

end of May 2008

June 2008

school holiday!!
caiiou my pet hamster went missing. but couple of day he was back.
had bad fever and a huge ulcer. don't want to get that fever again.
and our beloved arwah hairizam will always be miss. and will always pray for him
i pass with flying colours for my examination. arie also passed. alhamdullilah

end of June 2008

July 2008

ashari went to tanjong pinang and bringing back maggi for my family. hahaha. aqil love it.

outing with some 4t1 classmates. went to the zoo. haha. best.

back to school, new studies to be study and taufik came to our school.

paman zari and bibik wiwik belanje our family. they are good hearted people.

and not forgetting our 2 years anniversary. love arie always.

end of July 2008

August 2008

happy birthday singapore.

and getting crazy with my classmates.
i begin to love my class advisor. haha.

End of august 2008.

September 2008

i gone missing. haha. i don't update my blog for this month.
busy with 5 or 6 projects.
and yea, it was the month of PUASA FOR THE MUSLIM.

end of September 2008

October 2008

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.

hari raya with darling 4t1

hary raya with darling jc0801L

and my seventeen birthday.

AND mohd khoif tufail is back.he is now a healthy boy. we love him so much.

october is my favourite.
end of October

November 2008

had our first JC0801L PIT.
AND ASHARI SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY

end of november

lastly December 2008

aqil's birthday

selamat hari raya haji
started working at jurong island intertek pte Ltd.

for the first one week, we met and go eat together every day.

and a new member of our family were born.

yes, it is a boy. his name is, Aatif Fadzli. so cute.

and yea, first time watch sunset with ashari. but he didn't care. haha. and yea, first time i heard him laugh. not that i never heard him laugh before but this time like very special. where we were lost at vivo and he laughed like very cute with his happy face and he like holding my hand to go to the right path. like special. hahahaha. i miss him already.

and arie bought for me this ring. i'm loving it.

tak boleh nmpak. haha.

go picnic with some of darling 4t1. miss them so much.
and i spent my last second on 2008 is eating macdonald. hahaha.

welcome 2009

so i think thats it.
this is how i spent my life in 2008.
it feels so fast, and yea, some of my classmate do not selected to go to early attachment so we are not going to be in the same class anymore. and it is really sad u know. we just getting alone and here we are seperated.
why every happy beginning must come to the end?
haizz.. oh well. i hope 2009 is a great year for me.
and i will always miss my JC0801L.

so this is for u, ashari.
i will always love u.

tired. tired.

2008-12-10T20:07:00.005+08:00

hari raya haji was okey. went to johor bahru because my nenek was there.

and harith mirza and khoif is so darn cute lah. i love them. very cute.

so today. Have briefing at school at 930 am, and i got 'intertek testing services ptd ltd' at jurong island will start at 15 december. and i have to go to the company at 230pm today.

12noon, waited arie and the guys at the forum because they helped to clean the school locker.

1230pm bought the train, talked, talked, laughed, laughed.

at last arie and shahfiq got a seat. shahfiq tdo btul2 mcm apek. haha.

130pm reached at jurong east and bought a taxi to jurong island. while the rest meet me at imm.

and I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE, reached there cost me $7. mahal kan. itu tak aper, i reached there i found out that i'm not supposed to go there, i supposed to go to habourfront there.

i like. HUH???!!!. i called arie and started to cry. haha. i am super panicked and scared u know. 2pm already, and yea, at jurong island got so many truck and big truck. lagik i cried. haha. luckily ade taxi. i said to the taxi driver,

me: UNCLE, GO IMM OR HABOURFRONT MUCH CHEAPER? (shobbing)
uncle: aiya... go imm lah..

i like want to cry because i have only $8.

uncle: if u want to go to habourfront arh.... at least $12+ arh..
me: huh? nvm go imm.

arie waiting for me at IMM.

inside the taxi, i realised my uncle work at jurong island. SHIT!!

CALLING.......

me: halo! paman kat maner? ( wanted to cry again)
paman boy: kat jurong island. kenape nie?
me: (explained all the stituation) (crying-i'm such a cry baby)
paman boy: dah. dah. nnt paman amik adik dkt IMM.

reached IMM paid the uncle $7+,
arie and shahfiq running toward my taxi. dgn penuh semangat! haha. that time cannot laugh because too sad, but now think about it, i laughed non stop.

shahfiq: tunggu!! tunggu!!!
i get out from the taxi.
arie and shahfiq: asl kluar?!
me: paman boy amik.. (cry again) hahahahaha.

i cry like a baby. so the drama syaz. but really cannot control. haha.

then the company called, i explained again the stituation. and they said it is okey. LUCKILY LAH they understand.

waited for paman boy.

we like mane mpv colour silver nie(thats my paman car). 'every body like, tu eh. nie eh. itu eh kereta dier.' still no paman boy. sampai shahfiq so frustrated with the guys so annoying with the 'nie eh'haha

then suddenly got this lorry infront of us, and i read the lorry got this name.'barnsberry',the lorry is infront of us and i noticed the lorry about 1min. so slow sia syaz. IT WAS MY PAMAN COMPANY LORRY!!

me: PAMAN!!!! JUMPING FROM MY SEAT.
everybody: huh??
me: opened the door, knape paman tak panggil!!!!
paman: (he was on the phone)
haha. so funny. whoever read this, if don't understand, i am so sorry. my english not that good.

total of my friends that was with me were, fify, arie, nazih, feerdaus, shahfiq and ryan. sweet kan dierorg, go far far just to accompany me. syazana syg korang.

but only arie, shahfiq and ryan bought my uncle lorry and wanted to accompany me. they sat behind.

CUTE KAN?!

there all very kind and caring people u know. they are super sweet lah.

reached that building. thank u so much paman boy. breifing.. breifing.. just for 10minute. so fast.

and we walked to tanjong pagar mrt, bought the train and go to payar lebar to play pool. hahahaha. tak tau penat kite org nie.

and today, semue main pool tak ade enery. penat sngt. ryan aje main mcm ade energy.

reached home at 7:06pm. fhuyioh!! so tired lah.

p.s: JC0801L will be missed especially ms eileen low
i love u guys so much.

.end.

2008-12-06T15:13:00.021+08:00

WUHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! WUHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

EXAM IS SO OVER!! I'M LOVING IT. AND YEA, I GET ATTACHMENT. I'M EVEN LOVING IT!!!

can i jump with happiness?

ready to jump guys? stop eating. we jump first.
relex. we are jumping with the cupcake on our hand.

even wak ati nk join? hahaha
wwwwieeeeeee........i'm jumping so high. hehe. oh well, this picture were taken during aqil's bday. take this picture from kak suhada's multiply. thank u kak.

aqil's bday were a blast. 2 big family under one roof. my mom side and dad side. haha. kecoh babe.

this is the bday cakes. haha. cupcakes. my mom do it. i just help to put the chocolate. hehe.
and yea, my mom do all the cooking. sedap. hehe. sayang mama.

this is one of my favourite photo, bapok thai and minah kampong. haha. stop it with the center parting. there are lots of photo. this is some of it. credits to kak suhada for taking all the picture. and thnks for the picture. and thats the end of aqil's bday.

next topic my boring sometime exciting life.

do CPR. best.

boring with long john silver, skip to macdonald.

my belated bday gift. i like. hehe. esprit from Nadhirah and guess from kak siti. thank u so much.

aqil want to play at the void deck. play it. he loves singing.

and did i mention that nadrah loss 20kg. wow. congratulation. she must be proud of herself. keep it up darling. see u on hari raya haji. hehe

yesterday went to i don't know where. the place that make ic and passport at lavender there.
want to take aqil passport.
reached there at 1130am. we have to wait for 300people than it is our turn. 1pm at last our number is on the screen. go to the counter and the person say must have the father signature because aqil is still under-ages and my father is not with us. haiyo. must wait for my father to come at 230 because he must go sholat jumaat. waited and waited. aqil and ina very kecoh lah. cannot shut up.
don't step innocent here ok aqil.

getting bored.
he wanted to poke somebody buttock. haizz.. he kidding.

then..
he want to slap my mother face. he kidding.
he just want to massage my mom face.
then my mom played with him, layan kan dier.
then he do ina face. laughing and laughing with his innoying laugh.

played with ina
he was calling me. nananana.talk nonsense to me.

i told him to shut up and he do this face.

at last my father come and we go to the counter. and qil get his passport.
waited for 3 and the half hour. so boring k.

that all, planning to go ice skating for the 4t1 girl. i been planning for months. and yea, after 15 dec we will be going. can't wait.. but arie and i will go first. we have 1 week of holiday to enjoy before our attachment started. hehe.

the end

p.s. arie and aqil, i love u

2008-11-27T15:35:00.011+08:00

i know, i know my blog is dying. my friendster already dead. for months i haven't check my friendster. i don't know what to do with it. u look at ppl profile, send comment and upload photo. so boring. so i just blog.

ashari really want me to update this. but i'm to busy with studies lately, well exam is next week and i am blogging. oh well. this will take a while. studies can wait. haha.

and this arie asked me to update. his birthday. so manje.

Happy 17th Birthday to my crazy, manja sayang.

i go through alot on his bday, i planned for this about 3 to 4weeks before his bday.

i went to plaza singapura to buy his bday cards. the bday card i made myself okey. inspired by my sister, kak suhayla. so i go with my darling cousin, azreena and azreenie.

this is the staff. to make the cards. and that day it is the most embarrassed day for me. i will never go to paya lebar macdonald again.

and when out with my nadhirah, she wanted to buy her boyfriend bday gift and so do i.
so tired. catch up with our story. miss her alot. and the rest of the 4t1 girls of course. muacks.

muke aku mepek. haha.

buy for arie gift, want to know what i buy for him, just continue to read okey.

on the arie bday, wuahahaha. i went out from my house and arie were there, and just wish him happy birthday. thats all. hahaha. go to school with no present. he told fify that he is very sad because no celebration for his bday. wuahaha. oh u just wait boyfriend.

after school, plan with the rest of my friend to bring arie to pondok 123, while annis and i met my cousin, azreena and azreenie, oh yea, they are the one who bought my present and birthday cakes. thanks alot korang. sayang dierorg.

well my planned didn't work, we had so many things on our hands and we cant light the candle for the cakes. reached pondok arie were 80% surprise. haha. we celebrate.

so here are the picture.

the celebration for sayang.

the card that i made it took me ages. ceh bedek seh. i just took me 2 long days. hehe. i am very proud of my self.

and the gift.

arie suke sngat. haha. love u. aqil stop it k.

aqil tak habis2 nk amik gmbar. he was trying to make a "musai(misai)" that what he said.
sayang aqil.

macam phm. haha.

this are the crazy sister. haha.

special thanks to:
azreena and azreenie for accompany me to buy arie card.
nadhirah for accompany me to buy arie gift.
my mummy ku syg for made the cup cake for arie.
and the rest of my classmate for celebrate arie bday.
syazana sayang korang. haha.

My crazy classmate

2008-11-05T19:53:00.015+08:00

it's been a long time since i update.

lately, when I'm at school, i looked at my JC0801L. All i can say i am really really thankful that i have such a caring friends. when I'm with them i feel like brothers and sisters. we joke around, we gossip, we talk crap, we always eat lunch together, seldom lepak, even though there is a misunderstanding, complicated thing with us. i still thankful i have wonderful classmate, we don't have mat-rep and minah-rep at our class. allhamdullilah. everyday when look at their face there will be a smile. i know some have family problem and we share the problem together, and yea they very happy go lucky people, what we called ourselves 'masai'. 'masai' its like 'crazy'. i don't used that word but irah and nazih did it.

our BBQ PIT Day.

lots of fun with them.

Our First Hari Raya

tons of fun.

random picture.

there lots and lots more picture but i show some k.

when come to Monday only five of us can leave early

Well this picture ashari taking the picture.
Like last Monday, Nazih crack everybody up. he is full of imagination. once u say something yg pelik or tak pelik he will still imagine. sometime tak kelakar sometime really kelakar. i love his imagination.

This is my one of the favourite stuff to do.

our group take water from the swimming pool and we have to check if the water has calcium or not. first it change colour to pink and we add the solution 3 it begin purple.

and our group have to put 200++ drop then it change purple. see how many calcium does the swimming pool have? hehe. i like these thing because this is my first time i added chemical together. haha. but my favourite, is operating the machine.

the room that is cold and dark.

ryan and shahfiq

irah and nazih

from inside fify and nazih(above)

from outside me and arie(above)

ryan and nazih

kiter duduk dlm bilik tu tdo some main psp.

my sayang nye birthday nak dekat. i want to surprise him the best i could do for his birthday

and he cut his hair, he felt so sad. nvm mind k syg. i like yr new hair.

he cut because our teacher told who has long hair for the boys have to cut short and he cut it.
he is a good boy. iloveyou.

and about 20 people were selected to go early attachment including me, arie, shahfiq, fify, nazih, ryan, nazri and akmal. and the attachment started on the 15december and ended at 15 may 2009. i am really nervous and when i come back to school i don't want my class to change i want to belong to JC0801L. and when i go to early attachment my darling girlfriends ANNIS and Irah will no longer same class with me. and thats so boring. i really not ready for attachment.

50% excitement and want to go

50% nervous and dont want to go. and when i have the feeling nervous, the nervous will concer all.

so thats all. toodles.

My Seventeen Birthday

2008-10-16T20:28:00.008+08:00

My birthday and yea finally 11 of October come again and I'm getting old. hehe.

11 of October, 430am
Mama, Abah, Aqil and Wina leaved home wanted to go to MALAYSIA ON MY BIRTHDAY. =(
go back to sleep.

1015am
i wake up and make up for my kakak suhada, she want to go to jln raya.

Ashari called my house. i am to busy so.
he called my phone. i asked him to call later.

1020am
i called Ashari. he reject and called me again.

me: ye syg?
arie: u, kluar skrg?
me: huh? buat aper?
arie: alah kluar aje lah.
me: u tak mau merepek lah! i belum mandi lah. muke busuk.
arie: kluar aje lah.
me: (silent looking outside my house then) tak nak lah!
arie: u! prepaid i jalan tau.
me: huh? okey lah. bye.

i go out, Nothing. i walked and i saw this huge birthday cake on a chair beside my garden.
and ashari was not around.

i was Totally shocked and smile widely. and NO ASHARI. and ashari appeared from the staircase.
i was speechless. and he was smiling away. i like wanted to cry. because he said he cannot celebrate my birthday because he had to Jalan Raya with hie family. and suddenlly in the morning i saw his face. i am very very touched.

and yea, the picture were taken by Nurul Suhada. my big sister. thnks.
and my sayang ashari, thank u so much. u done so much for me. i really appriciate it and don't know how to repay u. i really really do love u. i sayang u sekali.

11am
ashari left because he had to go beck to his family. i love u syg.

230pm
i left my house to go to nyai's house.
and i get this card from KAKAK SYIQAH. THANK YOU SO MUCH. it is Coffee Bean card and inside got value. so i can spend it.

and i got $$$$$$ from NYAI and WAK ATI!! thank u. syg u all.

12 of October,1230am
i go home. and KAKAK SUHAYLA GIVE ME THIS.

CUTE KAN!!! she gave me this cute little dinosaur.

and the card wrotes.

Dearest Jajana,

I Love this card. if you weren't my younger sister,
i'd have kept it for myself =P see how much i love you?

Anyway, i'm glad you've got cake for your17th birthday. For cake
is important. so is turning 17, of course. be brave and dream, big dreams of the future
and insyallah, they'll become reality!! =D

Als, the green dinosaurs remind me of you lah. so cute and SELENGER like that.
hehehehehe.......

Happy Birthday Sweetheart,
Your OTHER ELDER SIS
Nurul Suhayla.

so thats what she wrote on the card. CUTE KAN! very sweet. thnks. i love u kakak

12 of October, 230pm
Nabilla and Azreena ajak mkn.
and nabilla surprise me with this

this adorable, gorgeous, necklace.
BEAUTIFUL KAN!!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH
i love u nabilla.

and yea before hari raya kakak suhada gave me this beautiful braclet. but it was broken. sedih tau.thats the first braclet i ever had and now it broke and i am still trying to fix it.

13 of October.

i love this. Ashari gave me this.

OMG!!! it is PUMA watch.

i love it so much. and thats not just an ordinary watch. it is touch screen watch. so anything if want to set my watch just touch the screen. COOL RIGHT. AND VERY BEAUTIFUL. Thank u so much my darling ashari. i love u so much. i will take good care of this watch. i love u.

and yea, i forgot i had another bday cake.

my mom brought it during jalan raya with friends. and celebrate haidzair bday skali.
i love u mom.

and yea to whom wish me, thanks alot. i appriciate it a lot. love u guys who make me happy before, during and after my birthday. thank u. I LOVE U

.end.

Raya with my darling darling friends

2008-10-10T18:28:00.006+08:00

so the 8 of October went jln raya with secondary mates. i miss them so much.
started at Haidzair's house because it was his bday. meet my girl at his house. the girl all looks so gorgeous. then we all went to my house and i saw this BDAY CAKE on the table that my mom brought it for me and i felt so touch. I LOVE U MUMMY!! and yea celebrate lah skali untuk haidzair. and jump to Eunos that is Nadhirah place, skip to Ubi- that is Rizuana and Afiqa house, run to Jalan Damai- that is Zulhilmi house, took bus to bedok north rd - that is ashari house, jump to Bedok reservoir - that is Aziz and Masturah, and jump all the way to Bedok south to hykel a.k.a Arah house and that's it. so 10 house in total. i really loves it. especially at masturah house, we played tap-tap at her room when the guys were sleeping at the living room. and masturah showed us our old picture and yea, i had a great laugh. i miss u guys.

i waiting for the next outing guys. and rizuana upload the picture cepat2 k.
i love u guys so so much. there were 15 of us.

and the 9th of October went Jalan Raya with JC0801L.

Before i left the house as usual i dress up, usually arie msg me went he reached my house but then when i was fully dress i walked out from my room and i saw ashari sitting on the sofa i was totally surprise. hehe. i love u. he don't want me to dress so fast so he just waited for me to finished up dressing. and of course my mom opened the door for him lah. hehe. and off we go. meet them at Pasir Ris.

First house was Feerdaus @ Pasir Ris, then Shahfiq @ Tampines, then Ashari @ Bedok north rd, then Syazana @ bedok north, then Nazih @ Sengkang, then Zyma @ ang mo kio, then Fify @ Chua chu kang, then Zyma @ Yu tee, then Annis @ bukit batok.

there were 12 of us in total. and hasyira lekas2 k upload pictures.
and yea, yesterday ashari really crack me up. i was laughing non stop. thank syg.

i love u guys so much.

and yea. 11 of October. My birthday. and i really don't want this day to come. i really not looking forward to it. not that i'm getting old. but, on my birthday, my family plan to go to malaysia and i really don't want to go. and ashari, went out with his family, i don't mind but.. oh well. at least i had one bday cake. and yea thats my bday. tomorrow sitting infront of the television alone.
Happy birthday to me, thats my present. and yea, kak suhada thanks for the loving bracelet, i love it.

.end.

Berlalu lah sudah Ramadhan

2008-10-03T15:42:00.009+08:00

So Hari Raya has come. it feel like really2 early. sebulan ku puasa mcm tak cukup gitu. tak puas.

everyday after breackfast, we will go to bibik yaya's house to perform sholat terawih.
and This year i'm very proud of Aqil. dier Puasa penuh and he sholat terawih everyday.

and why didn't i post for the past one month is because i have 4Projects to finish up. and all the project is done.
and my mom and dad ordered more than 3000 Kueh Tart. even the night of hari raya i had to do kueh tart about 200left. again sudah habis.

i really loves my charles and keith shoe and bag. i love charles and keith.

1 october 2008

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
let's the picture do the talking. hehe

at nek eden's house(my family sebelah bapak)

at Wak ati's house (my family sebelah mama)

.end.

2008-09-15T17:01:00.002+08:00

i am really sorry readers. i will be back next week when the school holidays. busy with projects. and test.

2008-08-15T20:19:00.002+08:00

i will update sooner or later.

and sayang, i want my smile back please, my bear name smile. i miss my bear. i want it by monday morning k. haha. love you so much. square is find with me.

and to all my dearest 4t1 girls. i miss you so much. i don't know why, but my missing u guys is there in my heart. i hope to plan to go out buke puase same2 k. insyallah.

2008-08-10T15:36:00.006+08:00

i really have no idea what to talk about.

i very bored at home right now. nk kluar tak boleh balik malam. haiz. tak ape lah.

national day yesterday. 1pm helped my mom pasang pelamin with azreena. we do help alot. very tired seh. azreena have to go home by4 because want to watch fireworks. i just teman kan dier blik. at nyai house. semue orang dh kluar nk tgk national day parade, fireworks, bday party. kecian nyai sorang2. so i and my adik teman kan dier until 930pm. the national day parade was super shiok.

national day at school was boring. i don't enjoy much. well, i got two balloon. white and purple. white i gave to asri. we plan to go to tamp to eat. but every food court are pack. arie have to go sholat jumaat. so we left annis. ira and nazih. sorry guys. and thats all lah. i want to go out.

and last week my mom was really sick. i feel so bad for her. i really love u mom. get well really soon.

and mom sakit2 pun nk buat wedding kek for org. i just help her to mix the white sugar into black icing and make the black thinggy at the top only, i can't do it at the side. hehe. my mom is super amazing person. i love u.

see irah suke amik gmbar aku tgh tdo. she laugh and said i sleep like a hamster. hehe.
abeh cikgu ajar mendak seh.
nie lagik satu, arie suke nah amik gmbar aku.
this balloon like so cute lah.
aqil and my hand
see that cat, eliza looking weirdly at my sister. haha.

and i really want candy so bad. but i have to control my addiction. i really have to save money.

school getting better. but friday ms eileen thought we are the bad one. but we are the victim. evil bloody girl. nk bilang cikgu psl kiter org bilang sekali lah salah kau. depan2 arh dgn kiter. aku paling beci org mcm gini. backstabbed org abeh tu step innocent. well, at least i have annis, irah, fify, arie, nazih, feerdaus, and all who always make me laugh. so i think thats all.

yesterday classmates watched fireworks, relly jealous. but i get over it. but pity arie, he didn't know anything about this outing. padehal we plan about this depan dier, just he busy playing his psp. hehe. love u.

.end.

2008-07-27T18:37:00.015+08:00

To my SuperHero, Ashari,
now i'm gonna called him my superhero. now, get to the point. yesterday, is our

Super 2 Years Anniversary!!!!
woosh!!

i really love him so much. thank you for every thing my arie. for the 2years past, i have gone through many things with u. to the problem we created to solving it together. to stay away from each other we ended up like a glue. with all the care for each other, it just too worth it. from the heavy tears to unstoppable smile. from early morning till late night, i will thinking of u. u are just my precious. my hero that never stop working to save me. thank u.
insyallah we will be together forever. 260706 will be forever remembered. 26/07 we will meet every year. Muhd Ashari and Nurul Syazana.

this is a little blog letter to ashari. my countless love for u is super huge.

so yesterday is 26/07. we been planning for this for months. mostly ashari. he bring me to sentosa. have tons of funs. we ride the skyrides, the luge, the cable car.

on the skyride.

the luge. i reached first. hehe.

in the cable car. to mt faber.

at mt faber. then took bus 409 to harbourfront int.

we ate at vivo @ Earle Swensen's.

u see cruel arie, he took shots even video of me trying to solve "how to take of the hat of the salt bottle ended up it falls from below. fooly me.

our foods.

ice cream time.
and arie have to paid so much. thank u once again.

so thats it. our celebration. and my present for him is, i bake him brownie. and i forget to take photo of it. haizzz... thats all.

next topics. school time.

taufik batisah come to our school. picture of OHS Lesson before taufik came.

cute kan muke arie. dier mkn gugule tak sedap. and my super friends annis and irah.

asri and ashari. next picture, annis drawing.

shahfiq and nazri.

taufik moment
nadhirah was super happy. duduk sampai depan2 pentas. hehe.

suke tu bdk.

my friends.

Taufik!!!
after watching taufik, go eat and have lla lesson. we have to make national day short video. i don't have the picture. but i think we do well.

the next day,

this thing is to measure dissolved oxygen. i love my course.
but sometimes it is a pain in the ass. hehe.

see, cute can both of them. surizan had leg injuries, his leg is swollen bcause played soccer.
see vicky boleh layan kan nie. hehe.

next day,

arie and i didn't study that morning. boring lesson. he played psp and i do my own thing.

.end.

2008-07-19T17:46:00.008+08:00

Haloo..

i'm back. where do i begun my story.

ermm.. okey. paman zari and bik wiwik belanje my whole family at "mad jack".
they are very kind ppl. and yea. got this moment nabilla called nyai "usik usik nyai yatim" it's a long story and i'm so lazy to type about it.only nabilla, kak syiqah and i and whoever heard her saying that will know it. kak syiqah and i can't stop laughing. this is the first time nabilla crack me up. so the picture.

this desert above is so super syiok lah. very very delicious. to bad that i am too full that i can't finish it.

next topics.

school was great. and yea. most practical class we must be in group.
i'm in the gila group. why i said that? because in my group there is asri the annoying funny noisy guy, and there surizan the very gila , funny irritating guy. and marvyn is okey. cannot tahan with this both asri and surizan. boleh dpt high blood pressure tau. hehe. they always make me laugh though. surizan always shout at my ear. and when he told me a joke, dgn expression seh. and this time he told me a joke. i look at his face, eh'h like my cousin khairul. hehe.

surizan face cannot be seen. haha. btw don't tell ashari. he a handsome dude.haha.

this machine.. i don't know what it is. haha. but i know it have to do with pills. haha.

next topics.
friday time. the whole day i can said that i did not learn anything because i sat with ashari and i cannot study. he keep talking with me. we laughed, he disturbed other ppl. when i stop talking with me. he wrote a letter for me. saying that "i love u" hehe. i really love him.

next lesson. we didn't study because the whole school must practice fire drill. haha. like funny gitu kan. so no need to study. and i look at surizan phone. so cute lah. got t.v with antenna(don't know how to spell) and we all kpo try to reached suria channel. haha. got sound but the channel very blur.

here the t.v phone.
surizan and cute joshua, joshua the Chinese boy i like the most. he so funny and cute.
irah and nazih.
next topics

the whole CE student at the field. and like about few minute and thats it. we can leave.. mepek kan.

and at 2pm. nadhirah and i join badminton. and my hand are aching right now.

after badminton my sayng fetched me. thank u so much. i love him so much.
we sat bawah blk sekejab sebab i want our picture on his phone. and yea, he has tons and tons of our picture. and my picture are the most like he kept hundreds of my picture. sayang dier.

and i can't believe he kept this picture for months and i never seen it before. my very favourite picture of us.(above)this picture crack me up.

see my evil eyes. i want to touch his weakess part. his nose. haha. look below picture.

see his cute face. i still can remember this moment.
after i touch his nose,
arie: u!!!
then he got flu.
hahahahaha. sayang dier. i love him alot.

go home and i saw this.

+
i end here

.end.

2008-07-11T18:02:00.010+08:00

helo there. i'm back.
3rd of july story.
so i'm going to talk about my outing to the zoo with my beloved 4t1 gangs. we really have a super great time there. we laughed all the way. but i laughed the most. their jokes, their blurness is so super cute and funny. and the cute animal there some make us laugh. it was enjoyable. it my most favourite outing with my 4t1 gangs. so lets the picture do the talking.

part 2

so yea, talk about school. school was great. studies was quite easy than the january to june term. because we studied the hard term first then this term most of all we can understand what the teacher is teaching. some of our classmate leave us. at least i have my super hilarious annis and my super laughing gas irah and of course my beloved arie is another story. hehe.

like on thursday, waiting for ms karen class, start at 10 but no sign of her. after p.e annis, irah and me brought some candy we ate alot. and while waiting all of the girls are getting bored and quiet. then annis and me want to take picture, irah be the camera women. at last all of us was on our knees laughing. because we pose like telletabies(not sure spelling), and crazy model. we do pose a lot but our camera woman was laughing non-stop and she manage to take 3 ONLY. kite penat2 pose dier amik 3 aje. haha. and the rest of the girl also laugh. and ms karen class started at 1 because her time table were different from us. wth.

next topic.

HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MY SUPER COUSIN NURUL NABILLA BTE JUNAIDI

i'm so sorry that i didn't wish u yesterday.
and i really no money to buy a gift for u. i only can pray for your health and for your o level k darling. hope u had a greatest birthday yesterday. i love u. be a good girl k.

p.s: and esok arie pergi tanjong pinang. alah, boring lah. syg beli kan maggi k syg. syg u. take care.

.end.

2008-07-02T16:18:00.011+08:00

haluu.
first of all. i want to congrat spain for winning the euro 08cup. they really deserve it after 44 year finally they won.. happy for them. u guys did very well.
as for germany, i still love u. u guys did great. 0-1 i can see it a tough match. well, i don't know which country i like most. i just love watching the hot, handsome dude and love watching them play. and i can't wait for world cup.

..moving on..

so yea, i got a letter from ite.
have to report at where, that kind of stuff. and our lesson now is like f***. start at 8am and end at 430pm the latest. not like last term, every Wednesday and Thursday lesson end at 1130am. and the lesson now like 8am to 12pm. and we have to study till 12pm, i feeling restless now. hehe.. WTH. we need food! every day have practical thats mean cannot wear skirt anymore. WTH. SKIRT TU BUAT APER KAT RUMAH, PERIASAN! BODOH!. and total we have 5 subject to study. haiyo. tak ape lah. korban nie semua, want to be success have to let go. at least i have the heart to study and that all right. and i am so happy Annis still the same class with me and irah i not sure. they are the one i love to be friends with.

..moving on..

tomorrow we are going to the zoo. to the zoo. to the zoo. zoo we are coming. hehe. going with my darling 4t1 classmate. i really miss them and love them so much. see u guys tomorrow.

..moving on..

have not seen my sayang for.. i don't know. i know it been quite a while we met. i miss him. it also my fault, when we plan to go out, there will something get in our way. so i'm so sorry sayang. so tomorrow i will meet him. so excited. wuhoo!!
i love u so much. see u tomorrow.

now i am going to sing this song.
tomorrow. tomorrow, i love u tomorrow, it's only a day away. (repeat)(its a song)

.end.

2008-06-27T20:27:00.012+08:00

ola.
first of all, i'm so in love with this boy here.

yesterday is our 1year and 11mth anniversary. and i can't went out to celebrate it because my mom asked me to bake brownie. sorry. oh well. at least wednesday i went out with arie. we watched movie,
Get Smart. it was hilarious. arie and i can't stop laughing. go and watch it.
itu pun kluar pukul 1030am blik pukul 330pm. sekejab kan. tak ape lah. he had to trained his shout junior to play soccer.

so yea, i baked brownie.
here are the picture.

okey2. it was fun baking it. you get to learn more. messy, tiring, and yea u make it with love. well my mom asked me to bake it for testing how it come out to be, for her customer. so this is just testing while i bake it to help my mom and for my arie.
well i make it, and the measurement of the ingredient is wrong. it came out tasting tasteless. but it was really chewy.
next topics arie go lepak with dzul, mieza, mas and bella.

i called arie.
me:syg, syg nk brownie?
arie: yelah, boleh amik skrg?
me: boleh. tapi tak sedap. btul2 tak ade rase tapi chewy.
arie: i tak kisah dari u.

so arie came and taste it. well, i cut it into cube so people tak rase sngat sedap ke tak.haha.
arie sit at my corridor garden. i bring him some water and the brownie. he can't stop eating. i don't know lah sedap ke tak kan. and yea. arie want to go.
arie, my bro, aqil and i went downstairs to play bicycle.
see how happy they are. aqil tak nk turun. hehe.

next topics.
arie and i pass our exam. i am so super happy. alhamdullilah.
it was worth it. late night studying. very stress.

it was worth it when aqil sibok2 when i was studying. see what he was doing.
it was worth it for the merepek face when i was annoyed with arie for not studying and disturb me while studying.
it was worth it for getting sick of mrs neo engineering science teaching and we do stupid stuff. shahfiq, me and arie feet. hehe.
and it was worth it for the list of test to be study.
okey lame. have to do better next term. yea.

next topics.

my darling aqil having a fever. and i felt so sad when he cry because it was so cold while other poeple was hot. get well soon.
end my story here. see caiiou sleep. so cute right. smpai terbalik2.

.end.

2008-06-23T17:51:00.006+08:00

Al-Fateha

untuk Arwah Muhd Hairizam Bin Hussien

Muhd Hairizam Bin Hussien

1991 - 2008

He will always be remembered. His Kindness, Sweetness, lovely, gentleman, quiet and many more. he was a very good person that i known. previously in Damai, he will never skip remedial classes. cannot forget his smile and all the dimples he got will shown on his face. from a Cute plump boy(when he was secondary 1) to a fit, hot, average tall boy(secondary 4 till.. ) seldom seen him moody and mad. he was a special son, special brother, special boyfriend to his girlfriend, a special person to all his friends and a bright student.
we will always remember him. May Allah let him rest in peace. Insyallah.

in loving memories

.we will miss u so much.

2008-06-20T17:56:00.005+08:00

halo.
okay2. my fever is totally gone. but if i walk about 2 blk away i will feel very tired. and my huge ulcers is getting much much better. the scar still there.

talking about ulcers, for the past few days, its really hard for me to TALK. i cannot say a word start with B,M,P. the words that touches the below lip.
and for example that time i go buy breakfast at coffeeshop.
me: aang(WITHOUT THE "b" K), lontong satu,
and silence thinking i cannot said "Bungkus"
so.
me: satu Ungkus eh. (in a fast way without the "B")
abang: bungkus?
me:ye.ye.
go to the next stall. wanted to buy Prata. Oh shit.
me: man, (silence) 3 Rata kosong(in the fast way)
me: dgn 3 rata telur(in the fast way too) without the "P"
the man prata like huh? and thnk god he understand but there was a smile on his face. -_-

dah lah pelat tak boleh sebut S & R. susah nk ckp pulak. haiyo.
and i at home like want to talk with my siblings and mom pun susah. like i talk very long and very tiring. and their face like blur. so after telling my story must say. Do You Understand? and they smile at me. saying. paham2. kalau tak paham i give up talking for sure. haha. and cannot eat. sedih kan. makan pun pakai folks and spoon. mcm orang putih. haha. and want to talk with ashari on the phone, like budak kecik okay. pelat and susah nk ckp. ashari like. "hmm. okay".. entah dier phm ke tak. haha.

and yea, khai called me yesterday. saying nk go outing with me and taufiq. haiyo. and yea talked with taufiq. plan, plan. and asked ashari permission. and he said yes but have rules lah. haha. but i still feel bad. must i go out with them? please friends help me.
i love u ashari.

and ashari brought for me this two cute little teddy bear from malacca. awww so sweet of him bringing back gift for me.
nyai: oh nie get well soon nye teddy bear eh.
because i was sick b4 and having ulcers.
me: agaknye lah nyai. (she is so cute)
thank u syg. i love it very much.

.end.

2008-06-15T16:25:00.006+08:00

continue with wednesday, thursday and friday.

alright. alright. caiiou gone missing since tuesday. not wednesday.

wednesday, i still feeling blue, sick, sad. kak suhayla won a pair of tickets. she won the incredible hulk movie ticket. but i don't go. because i really really super tired and my fever not getting better and i have to get better because thursday is ashari day off and i promise him i will watch Narnia with him. so sorry kakak. i really want to watch the movie.

thursday,
arie called.
the movie start at 130pm, watched @E!HUB. meet arie at 12pm

my body still weak. i force myself to stand up. have a cold shower so my fever will cool down. and 12pm still i haven't get ready, arie already arrived so i asked him to naik lah. 1215pm we left the house. salam my mom and off we walked to bustop 17. hehe.
brought lemon barley on the way. reached E!HUB @ 1pm. buy movie tickets and syg wanted to go to the gents. and yea, no chair so i have to stand all the way.
and when i'm having fever, don't ever ever let me stand. i will vomit.
back to the story. i already feeling dizzy. arie finally finished and the time is 125pm. and the queue to the popcorn is super long. first 2customer i queue with arie, then i cannot tahan.
me:syg, i diri sane k. i tak boleh tahan lah.
arie: okey syg.

me watching all the people make me more dizzy. and yea. ran to the ladies and splash. okey2 i vomit. luckily i reached the toilet bowl on time. haha. washed my mouth and walk out. syg just finished buying nachos. i grabbed his hand and said.
me: syg, tadi i muntah.
arie: huh? bile?
me: tadi, i gi toilet sekejab.
arie:alala, dh come. movie dh start nie. i don't want to miss anything.
me:okey syg.

went in, the movie have started. and no sound. settle down and wait for the sound.
the movie was super super great. i really love it. 2 Thumps up. and parts of the movie bring back memories of the lords of the ring. hehe. but the show was great. want to watch it again please. then we go to tampines. and eat bubur. and yea. i forgot. i got a huge ulcers on my below lips and behind my upper teeth. and it hard for me to eat. so have to eat bubur. =( after that. go home. and i miss u syg. i love u too. thank u.

Friday.
my fever getting better. but my ulcers never getting better. stayed at home. at night visit my baby cousin harith mirza at kk hospital. he is super cute lah. he got stomach poison or something lah. now he quite okey. and i can't hold him because i'm sick with my mouth all. sad u know cannot touch cute baby. hehe.

saturday. fever gone. hip hip hooray. but still feeling weak. and ulcers never better. i pun anything on it. bonjela, something still doesn't work. and arie have gone to melaka some scout camp. aww i miss him lots. and yea. while my mom, aqil and i were sitting outside at our corridor watching aqil paint.
mom: agaknye caiiou hilang sebab kucing mkn eh?
me: takde lah. kucing mkn. dh ade darah.
me:dh lah. tak mau ckp psl caiiou. =(
suddenly our world just change, my mom shouted i turned around it was CAIIOU. i like, caiiou. sini come. he like lose his mind. and hide behind the flower pot. i grabbed caiiou food and pour at the floor. caiiou looked at it and i grabbed him. alhamdullilah. dier dh blik. my mom amik his cage. he is super thin lah. he been missing for 4days. no food. no drink. give him lots of foods and drink. he is super skinny. terima kasih lah ya allah. now he is save and fine. i just miss him.
at the 5pm. my father fetched us and off to east coast to play kite. but lot of people so we go to tanjong Rhu. i just sat at the side.

sunday
go to doctor because of my huge ulcers not getting better. and my mom still want to play kite. so we will see.

and thats all my story. from examination to fever to caiiou missing to my huge ulcers to found caiiou again and missing ashari right now. hehe. ashari will be back today. i miss him so much.

.end.

2008-06-13T17:42:00.011+08:00

hello there!!
yea, i know i didn't blog for awhile. and my blog becoming dead.
well, well. where do i begin all my stories?
YIPEEE!!!! Examination has ended. so the exam was okey. i can do most of the questions. mudah-mudahan aku dan ashari lulus and all to my friends too. insyallah. our last exam was on wednesday, we went back with dzulkhalif, i wanted to ate mac, in the mrng saw dzul so we asked him to tagged along. he so cute lah. his fringe(don't know how to spell) so straight and at the end have a little wave. hehe.
and yea, Thursay the 5th is the day i started holiday and ashari started to work. kecian dier baru tutup skola kene kerje.
so i didn't went out because my mom have to go to "Pasang Pelamin", so i had to take care of my darls little bro and sis. and we off to my nyai's place. my cousin and i planned Friday we went out go to Escape Theme Park. and i agree. but then, suddenly i felt pretty weak. and yea, i have a fever. nyai gave me panadol to eat and the fever cool down. go home at night. have a great sleep.
wake up it was friday, i had a headache, i thought i slept too much. wake up and have a shower. my mom asked me if i can help her "pasang pelamin" short of people. of course i helped, she asked me to bring along khairul. because we have to do two places.
around 4pm, my little bro and sis and i went to nyai's place again.
455pm:nurul and i were eating while khairul watched us ate. hehe.
nurul: awk nk gi mane?
me: pasang pelamin lah.
nurul: kiter ikut boleh
khairul: ikut arh nurul, nnt balik aku tak ade kwn.
nurul: (asking me) boleh ikut?
me: ikut lah. lekas siap. lagik 5min turun
khairul: okey2, kasi kiter sembayang 5min, eh.. tak 4min, 4 rakaat. 1 rakaat, 1 min k.
nurul: (shouting)_nyai!!! nurul nk ikut.
nyai: sibok lah kau. lekas sikit.
me: (just smiling at them) (they are super cute and hilarious)
5pm we went down, my mom was mad at us because we are late. hehe. sorry.
we took taxi to semei. about an hour walk to east point to brought some drinks.
and back to work. and yea, this time i work really slow, i don't know why. i felt really weak. finished at semei around 9+pm and off to tampines. work, work again. luckily ther are 2 indon man and dad to help. at tampines, i was super tired so most of the time i sat down. we done around 1am. fuyo, so tired. went back to nyai place to fetch my bro and sis. and off to bed.

it was saturday, i felt so sick. i had a bad stomached and a bad headached. at night, my fever were back, i was at nyai's place again. hehe. i have to be better because i won yun nam haircare treatment. hehe. and i had an appointment on sunday at PS.

Sunday, i was feeling fine. get ready and off to PS with my both sister and kak ada brought abg jimmy along. and yea, kak ada keep teasing me yun nam girl. hehe. aku layan kan aje. kecian dier. hehe.. at PS only two people can enter so kak ayla and me went in, kak ada and her boy go watched movies. okey, firstly the yun nam people treated you very kind, friendly then chat chat. suddenly she talked about money, that moment we really don't have the money. and we said just used up the voucher. and her face change like not happy. she do my sister hair like not happy. for me, someone else do it for me. finish the treatment and the woman still talk about money, and we said NO.
and she like: don't want argh. okey lah. don't want. don't want lah. bye.
we like. watever. we ate Ljs. . kak ada and abg jimmy still watching movie. and we gome home without her. and yea, i won New York skin treatment too. after this incident happen at yun nam, comfirm kat new york pun same so i don't go. and new york keep calling me, i ignored.

monday, i woke up and yes i felt really weak, heavy, headached. i touched my forehead its okey, no fever. and my mom asked me to washed the dishes, and the dishes like a mountain. i washed the cups first, and sat down for awhile. then washed the plates, and sat down again. continued with the rest. after washed the dishes, i watched t.v feeling very weak. and yea, comfirm ade fever. i slept, wake up my fever getting worse, my family brought me to the clinic. and my temperature was 40 degree celcius. well it was okey. my family ate mac, i just looked at them drinking lemonade. go home, ate bubur and ate the medicine. i hate it really badly.
kak ada called up (nabilla, nurul, kak nadia and azreenie to be her clothes model), they asked me to be a model, i denied because i don't know how to pose. hehe. i had a graet time looking at them pose.

tuesday. still have fever. stayed at home, resting.

CAIIOU IS MISSING

wednesday. was the sadness day for my family. still remember my pet hamster, Caiiou??
somebody stole him away from us. my little precious. i really love him so much, even my mom who scare of hamster she still love caiiou. even ashari love playing with caiiou went waiting for me to get ready for school. this is our mistake too, we put both caiiou and pocoyo outside. we put them outside for months and nothing happened until this day came. i felt really sad, regret. but the theft just stole caiiou and leaved his cage there. what he/she trying to do with caiiou. if he/she stole caiiou with he cage, at least we will think that the theft want to sell it or keep it but now the theft just stole caiiou. and pocoyo still with us. and the saddest thing that, you know that people who has pet will talk to them even they don't understand yea. i promise caiiou that i will wash his cage this week and this happen. i really regret it.

he is super friendly. super cute. and he random bite people. he always make me smile. he make me tired chasing him around went i let him free. he love to eat kuaci. and he is super manja.
i love you, caiiou. please come back. i want you back.

ABOUT THURSDAY AND TODAY STORY I WILL CONTINUE NEXT TIME. HAPPY READING. AND IF SOMEBODY OUT THERE SAW A HAMSTER THE COLOUR IS BROWN ON TOP AND WHITE BELOW. PLEASE INFORM ME.

.END.

2008-05-29T18:56:00.002+08:00

i just want to blog.
sick and tired of studying for hours. just giving back my migraine. fuck.

so monday, i just don't know what happening with us this days. i felt so heart ache.
i just kept my tears.
when vicky just asking why and asking me infront of shahfiq and ryan.
i just burst down. and annis and ira came and we go somewhere private and i just tell them, and it really hard to talk to someone when u are crying. when i talked to them, terseduh-seduh seh. now everything is back to normal. alhamdulillah. just talk thing out. thanks alot annis and ira.
then tuesday, annis told me that she cry yesterday about her relationship. pity her.

so Wednesday, arie, nina, feerdaus, nazih, asri and i went to watch "congkak" at downtown.
the show is not scary but the sound effect make the movie scary. mahal babe sound effect dier. i sit between arie and feerdaus. feerdaus is super cute lah. he like cover his face all the way, takot ke pe. hehe. asri cover his ear all the way too because of the sound effect. the sound effect make us shock only. lerr.. after watching the movie it was 2pm, still early. so lepak until 6. lame seh tak lepak. best pulak.

so today, thursday after school went to HSA to accompany Annis to pay fine. nazih, arie and feerdaus also followed. then we went to center point to visit marks and Spencer to interview. but no vacancy. so sad lah. just full time at vivo city. went to the heeren, nazih wanted to buy cd at hmv, then we off to PARAGON. the place change alot. went to marks and spencer and saw KAK AISHA. we hug for so long lah. i really miss her. but just too bad for me. hope they are doing well.

and yea, searching for a job at Giordano next thursday i think.

and tuesday, nadhirah my darling bestfriend and i chat at the phone. just for a few minutes. really miss her so much. keep in touch yea. love ya.

3 DAYS LEFT TILL EXAMINATION. hope i do my best.
i study really hard just to pass.

hope our relationships will not break into peaces. all we been together, very happy all this years.
ya allah kasih lah hati mereka yang ku amat cintai ini, kasih lah hati nye tidak ade dendam satu sama lain, bermusuh dan macam2 lagi. bukak lah hati mereka untuk berbaik. aku sayang sangat dengan mereka.

p.s. i love u, ashari.

.end.

2008-05-14T19:48:00.003+08:00

i know i didn't blog for awhile. busy with studies.

so i going to talk about last week p.e lesson. on Thursday, at our school stadium it started to rain. so we went to indoor sport stadium.. i really like this week p.e because this is the day the boys could not payed soccer. wuahaha. so we wanted to play floorball.

i was in surizan group,with fify, joshua, ken, boon keong. so we have 6 people.
and the other group is ashari group, with nina, ira, shahfiq, feerdaus, ridwanand paul. they have 7 people.
the match was super hilarious, enjoying and definitely tiring.
we didn't know how to play yet play anyhow.
when the ball went to the right, all of us will chase the ball to the right.
when the ball went to the left, all of us will chase the ball to the left.

the only people stay put, is ira, ashari, ridwan and shahfiq. hehe.
really fed up with surizan he is the goal keeper and he couldn't stay put. when he get the ball, he ran with it trying to shoot, hehe. and either ken or i take his place.

and about 15min of the game i was really tired so i just stay put on the other group goalie. and this time, surizan pass the ball to me and i just shoot to the side and i can't believe my eyes that i goal!!.. haha.. i like so happy..

and ira shoot and goal to our goalie. so 1-1.
and about the end of the game. i not quite sure but i think feerdaus want to be a goalkeeper.
so he sat down infront the goalie, his body cover the goalie. he was talking to ira and don't concentrate on the game, and one of my team member shoot the ball, and the ball just came in passing his side. it was a goal. it was so funny. and the reason he said is he is too thin. haizz. -_-.

the funny part during the game is, when my team member joshua were sitting at our opponent goalie. and i was like shouted at him
me:why are u doing at there?
he said: i goalkeeper.
me:goalkeeper?
me: oi!! u in our group lah. what u doing there?
joshua: oh yea.(with his cute innocent, blur face) we all started to laugh.

so we won 2-1.

and yea. I PASS MY PIC PHASE TEST!!
this test ashari and i have no confident. so we just do it.
we are partner..
we pass because ashari doesn't listen to me. he do what he know.. haha..
the previous phase test, we past because of me.
this phase test we pass because of ashari.. hehe..

so i will not post about my life until the month of june. because my exams started on 2nd june and 4th june. and this month i have alot of test to pass. so do wish me luck okay.hehe. and i study every day 2 to 3hours. tap me on the back. hehe.
okay. so thats all.

.end.

2008-05-05T18:40:00.005+08:00

so saturday, happy birthday to lia. had so much fun. i love the open present time. so here we are taking picture with Lia's veil.

So here the picture. taken by nabilla. but the bday girl we didn't took pic of her.

so today, have pic lesson. very hard lah want to stabilize the idiotic machine.. going up, gpuing down.. how to stabilize.. haiyo..
so very boring lah.. just took random picture.. sit there looking at ppl doing work..

and yea, why theacher always wants to win.. nk menang aje.. nk cakap dieorg salah pun susah.. haiyo..

so after school, so penat and boring lah.. so i baring on my sister bed and took picture with aqil.. that boy just know how to take picture.. hehe..

so here aqil eating skittle sour candy.. this is so true and so cute.. hehe..

next story.

When Khairul's mad teachings of Physics to little sister actually paid off. Despite the

'You have to think about what you don't know if not how would you know what you don't know and so you can't think about what you don't know so you don't think about what you know so how can you know anything?'

and the

'So what is it that you don't know? - Umm, everything la, teacher - What do you mean everything? Which question do you not know how to do? - Umm, everything ah. - Hah? What is this? Which topic are you not sure of? - Umm, how many topics are there, ah teacher? - What? You don't know how many topics there are? The exam is tomorrow!'

and the

her: What is resultant force?
him: The combination of two forces together.
her: What does that mean?
him: For example when I push you like this *pushes her to the side* and somebody else pushes you like this *pushes her from the back* you will go to *pushes her to an angle*
her: -_- Ow. Okay. So how do you get the resultant force?
him: Calculate ah.
her: -_-

Oh goodness gracious. That boy can be absolutely hilarious when he wants to be. But he's a good brother, and I'm proud of the lot of them!
( i really love it) i grab this story from my kak suhaylah blog.. really love the teaching.. crack me up..

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2008-05-02T17:27:00.009+08:00

this post will be very long.. so u guys out there want to read make sure u are not busy.. hehe.
so Friday is back..
and examination is getting nearer and nearer.. and so is phase test..
and Ashari said if he fail this course he gonna change course for sure. i really hate it.. and i know if he does, we sure rarely meet.. i do hate it.

i don't know how is my feeling right now.. I'm kinda blue.. very down lately.. i just don't know how to cheer myself up.. even at class, i just want to laugh to be happy.. but i just give a fake smile.. what happening? i feel like there something missing.. am i under stress, or depression? this is not me..
school is getting better.. except for lesson Engineering Science. i really hate that fucking teacher, do not know how to teach. my test result is very bad.. Chemistry is okey, Ms Eileen is alright when you know her better. PIC, still blurrr.. FFPS, don't want to talk about it.. Classmate, getting less pupils in the class.. some debar, some skip school and some just want to quit i guess.
i just hope my 4 girlfriends remain with me. please don't talk them away from me.. Zulyannis, Amanina, Fify, Hasyira and Nazih always make me laugh with their blurness, jokes.

any idea for making myself come back? make me laugh?

i miss my 4t1 girls. when i read back the days, after school we went to macdonald, just going in there make us crazy. laugh with no reasons. now i'm alone. just have ashari with me. i really badly miss them, i want to meet them.. girls out.. but each one has their own business.. oh well.. i have to move on. think about my future now.. just sit inside my home and watch television i guess. eat candy will always make me smile. hehe.

STOP TALKING BOUT MYSELF.
MOVE ON..
So taday, had FFPS lesson.
had practical, next week have phase test so let the picture do the talking yea.

ashari is doing it.

Fify is practicing while Nazih teaches her.

so this is what happen when class is getting bored, above, Ridzuan drew it.

So yesterday went out with Ashari family..
Super shy lah.. i go for the sake of my sayang, i know if i go he will very happy. otherwise. just see his smile just paid off. i know he love me, insyallah.

Singapore Flyer. we didn't take the ride.. just visiting.

this is what happen if Ashari finished his food.

So Wednesday.
after school went to tampines mall..

what happen when teen started to play child toys??. can't stop!

So Monday.
Pic lesson.

cool huh? on the left is the plant(machine) that the control man used.
on the right it a camera outside showing what the field man is doing..
while doing this, ashari and i were partner and i was the field man and he is the control man,
i don't know that the camera exist, and like arie was inside the room and that was impossible that he can see me from inside, while i was outside doing what was told by him. and every move i did, he knew what it, and i was blur. how does he knows? so went inside the room i saw this live camera.. hehe..
communicate by walkey-talkey.

this is what happen when u are studying. so buruk.. deep in concentrations.. haha..
i loves that pencil.. hehe..

gotten our safety boots, which i called it, kasut batu..
had to wear it every practical lesson.. ohh shit..

and not forgetting my pet.
Caiiou(kayu).
i love caiiou.

.end.

2008-04-30T18:57:00.002+08:00

so i gonna talk about lesson, LLA.. the class is so relaxing lah.. just do some small project and watch movies.. and the past 2 weeks.. we watched "Ghost Whisperer". the first and second episode. the first episode is about soldier guy died.. i almost cry lah.. but kene lah 'menten' babe..hehe..

the second episode about this cute little boy who die in a train track accident.. i really loved that episode.. omg.. so sad, so touching, poor thing and many sad words lah.. cannot control seh. so i just let it go, i cry almost the whole scene lah.. annis sit beside me..

she saw i cried.. omg.. haha..
annis: kau nangis.. haha
me: ah'h lah.. sedih(sobbing)

then about some moment later she also cry.. haha..
every scene it is so darn sad lah, lagi2 budak tu cute and PELAT(like me) so cute arh.. hehe.
I just want to watch that show again.. but right now our computer has no SOUND AGAIN.. computer kalau tak ade sound really annoying.. Benci...

2008-04-27T20:07:00.005+08:00

My Saturday

so Saturday(26th april 2008) has passed.

its my 1 year and 9 Months with arie..

so yesterday. we just went out without a plan where to go..

after take back my S500i at east point. then we just go shopping at parkway parade.
i wanted to go to bugis, but no time cause i had to go to my grandma place..
so sayang, thank u for the outing today.. even though we didn't go anywhere. i enjoy spend time with u..
arie will always be love.

went to grandma place, i do miss my darls cousins..
about 930 we went to tanjong pagar i think.. at the train.
the food there are delicious.
after that went to Singapore flyers. just looking around.. aku mahu naik itu.. but tidak ada wang.

so here is the picture.

.end.

2008-04-25T18:13:00.003+08:00

i loves weekends,

so its finally Friday. it is so fast. after the weekdays theory and practical classes. and now can have a break for 2 days. woohoo. love it.

Monday just gotten our safety boots.. must wear it every time when there is practical.. haiyo.. starting from nx week..
thursday my cute little handphone were sent for repair.. get it tomorrow.. happy..

today, friday. after ffps lesson finished. saw zulhilmi and dzulkhalif outside my class, i was so delighted to saw their faces.. they always make me smile. went to buy nadhirah polo-t..
then zulhilmi wanted to go to damai sec so i also tag along.. argue with them whether want to take 31 or 2.. but at last went to bustop 31. then like the bustop were so packed. so walked until beside Changi hospital bustop and wait for bus 5. i kept on laughing because of dzulkhalif.. whenever the three of us said something, he will said "habis, habis" following this video about bangla talking malay.. then reached at michael's meet both hykel and haidzair.. then went to damai sec to collect testimonial. talked, laughed with mr ng. talked bout secondary moment.. took some picture so we were inside damai for so long lah..
lepak at micheal's. so some of the guys started to smoke and play poker card. i just sat there ate chicken seaweeds.haha. about 30min.. they played poker then the principle, discipline master and mr. yu of damai sec caught us. sent the pity three damaian boy inside the school.. luckily they don't smoke lah and the idiotic new principle asked mr.yu to called, CID, POLICE and one more lah... i like what??.. what we do. we just play poker.. i know it is bad.. but what the hell.. then the principle went off already, we faster leave the place.. i go home.. yea.. hehe.. then went to my grandma house.. miss my grandma and my irritating cousins.. go home about 6+.

my face look fucking tired lah.. buruk seh.. i miss Mr Ng and Mr Gabriel. they are the best teacher i ever had.

and yea, tomorrow will be our 1year and 8mths anniversary.. i just loves ashari..

p.s: to my dearest Hasyirah and Zulyannis.. don't be sad yea.. when i heard yr stories i felt really bad for not being there for u guys.. i didn't realise it.. and i know how it feel like being backstab.. hope this matter will be better.. love u guys.. happy always.. i will always be there for u guys.. =D

2008-04-18T18:23:00.002+08:00

I'm the only Malay girl today

So today morning, received a message from Annis.

Annis: syaz, can kau leh jumpe aku kat forum jab? kau leh pegang kan shoebag aku. after sch, aku amek alek. if u don mind uh.

then i like thinking, selalu nye nina yg pegang. but of course i don mind, she a friend of mind. yea.
then remembered that the four besties of mind, Annis, Fify, Nina & Ira will not be coming to class today because they are in charge of the April intake telematch. oh man.. i'm all alone.. hehe..
but then, still got my ayang, arie..

its like really weird being the only girls. the chinese girl i don't really close to them.. so went to eat also with the boys.
oh well.. today lesson only FFPS.. and that funny teacher LOST our phase test marks.. haha.. so have to do all over again.. so funny sia.. And today many didn't turned up for lesson.
about 1030, FFPS theory class. the teacher like teaching us, and about 3/4 of the class, do their own business.. hehe.. and akmar suddenly shout SYAZJAJA.. i like looked at him like how do you know my nick name.. and i realised my bluetooth were on..
akmar: asl jaja seh?
me: kecik2, family aku panggil aku JAJA. sampai lah sekarang..
and akmar and nazri like making like"the mom calling the child went the child was a baby.
like, JAJAAA, TA-TEK.. TAA-TEK.. NK SUSU..ALALALA"

i like what the hell.. but it is also funny.

our lesson supposed to finished at 1 pm.. but the muslim guys have the permission to dismiss at 1230..
at 1230, the teacher say can go.. i also go lah... while waiting for the some other guys to came out, suddenly the teacher came out, "eh, u also arh??"
me: yea.. yea.. girls also can go..
the teacher: ohh..

me and the guys like laughing.. hehe..
so thats all.. so i hope to know my friends very well.. very soon i hope.. because they are really funny and friendly..
thats all..

.end.

i'm sick of my life

2008-04-17T20:51:00.003+08:00

now, everyday, every moment is the same.

but i still do love my ashari,
he is the only person i can turn to went i'm stress,
and we do take care of each other.

i just worry sick about my studies.
i hate chemistry alot,
i hate engineering Science,

i hate the subject because of the teachers,
their teaching, i just don't understand.

i don't know how i can manage this,
who i want to turn to for help with my studies,

everyday i come to school to learn and i tried really hard
to understand,
but somehow, i can't.
it is really frustrated.

i can't sleep well at night right now,
thinking and thinking.

my new friends,
i love them.
just the teacher, sometimes really angry with them.
they said we are too noisy.
but my secondary school classmate is the same as them,
but still i can learned.

they always said that our class is very noisy, naughty, watever lah
among other classes.
what the hell.
but then our teacher, haizz.. don't want to talk about it.

just now came to school just for 40minutes.
chemistry practical was cancelled,
so came at 1030 for chemistry mass lecture,
1030 till 1110.
and yea, still don't understand.

.end.

p.s: i miss my girlfriends,
Siti nur nadhirah, Rizuana, Hamizah, Masturah.s, Nur afiqa idayu, Ryhana, Nor masturah & Farah niza. now we are seperated, and hardly see each others. they always make me laugh.
even we fight, i really regret that i fight with them before. they my super best girlfriends i ever had. i just loved them alot. just this blog i had left that i can tell u guy that i really love u guys.
i just wish that i was given one more day, that we can sit at our tables in our 4T1 classrooms and gossip, giggles, laugh, cry, catch up with each others life.. i miss that moment..

2008-04-16T17:18:00.004+08:00

i know i don't post much.. my blog is going to die if i don't post yea..

well, school holiday was okey.. Now, back to school.. ohhh, i miss my JC0801L.. sometimes they quite cute, funny.. i want to get to know them even better.. school work?? i can handle it.. but i just can't take it with my teacher attitude.. we don't understand, she don't want to teach.. what the f***.. we are her student.. stupid teacher.. and i really need help with CHEMISTRY.. feel like want to back off.. but i love chemical process technology.. just the idiotic teacher make me want to give up.. so have to study myself..

so monday, PIC lesson, group 1 and group 2(half of the class split) switched place to learn a new plant(machine) to operate.. i miss miss karen teaching. now, miss quek teach us.. when she teach us.. alamak.. SLEEPY SEH.. haha.. that time, vicki like kacau2 me, very irratating. so everytime he annoyed me, i say shut up.. but then miss quek caught me and give me the angry look.. hahaha... and asri and vicki makes some jokes.. fify and i like laugh like hell.. and miss quek like keep looking at me.. hehe. then after break, 2 of Chinese boy volunteer to operate the plant(machine). while i am watching them and i sitting right infront of them and miss quek.. TERTIDUR LAH.. haha.. and i heard miss quek say "we will wait 5minutes until this thing stabilize". went i heard that, continue tidur lah ape lagi.. gi mampos arh kalau kene mrh.. hehe..

tuesday. chemistry lesson.. don't want to talk about it.,
Pic lesson, had test.. yes, some question i can do.. insyallah i pass..

chemistry, that teacher give us homework. 3pages(calculation bout chemistry) and wednesday that is today had ENS test.. and she asked us to pass it by today 8am but today has no chemistry.. what?! ^@%&##
so i do like hell yesterday night.. till 1230am OKEY..
while i still don't understand ens much.. for her sake. f***.

then today, got p.e lesson and i am waiting to pass up the h.w lah.. and my girlfriends still doing it.. then after walking straight for 2 round, around the stadium.. haha.. then the girl continue to do their h.w lah.. while the boys played soccer.. the suddenly, our classmate came and say today chemistry h.w no need to pass up..
suddenly this word come out from my mouth that i never say to anyone and infront of public..
i say. "F*** THAT WOMEN LAH.." vikki heard it.. and like "woah" haha.. i know it is minor word to say but it is to harsh..

ENS lesson.. test.. the thing i study never come out okey.. binggit.. and i like copy firdaus work, and he copy me.. haha.. cause inside my class, there are 2 small rooms that can be seen from my classrooms.. too many people inside the classroom, so about 20 person was send to that 2 rooms.. there have glass window so can see through lah.. nazri at the another room and i'm at the other.. and he keep showing hand sign.. question numbers to give him answer... hehe.. went i pass up the test paper, the teacher like smiling at me,

miss neo: easy right the test paper??
me: what?! no lah, the thing i study never come out..
she smiled..

i really badly wants to pass everything, test, phase test, exam.. but this can't continue like this. i have about 7 more weeks till exams.. so no play time, had to work real hard.. haizz.. stress..

2008-04-05T17:59:00.003+08:00

i really really need candy, sugar and lots and lots of candy.. i don't want chocolate.. every time i opened the fridge there like 2 packets of cabery(don't know how to spell lah) chocolate.. the mini bars chocolate.. I DON'T WANT CHOCOLATE.. I WANT CANDY..

i don't care if it is "hacks" candy, anything that related to cute little colourful, shape,many types of flavour candy i will be so happy..

why i don't like chocolate? thats the question. because i don't know. i know it is the part of candy family, but i don't like it.. its like boring. i know some people say like chocolate is heaven but NOT ME. hehe.. but i like milk chocolate..

i haven't eaten any candy for like 5 super non-candy days.. =(( give me, fruitips, i will finish it about 15min or less.. i swear.. don't talk about mantos. love mantos.. and yea. TICTAC.. especially the orange box.. and don't get me started with the sour candy, omg i love it.. especially the new one come out, i forgot the name right now.. the long candy covered with sugars.. YUMMY.. i'm drooling right now..
and the yupi bear, yupi hamberger, yupi snake.. the cute little candy.. omg..

the reason i don't buy it.. bacause.......

.end.

2008-04-03T14:58:00.012+08:00

so sorry for not posting for 5days..
i didn't post on monday because, i had a bad headache.. i think to tired..
tuesday i didn't post because, i went out with my beloved cousin azreena and azreenie.
wednesday i didn't post because went out with ayang(ashari)hehe..

so today i'm free so i begin with my stories..

saturday..
had lots of fun.. lots of shouting. lots of laughing.. lots of FOODS.. hehe..
my family pit that i had been waiting for months had ended so soon. wish the day never end..

so i just upload the picture..

on the hammock..

this is the first time kakak suhayla play the PSP.

sisters fight over water gun.. hehe.. so cute..

kak syiqah tk habis2 dgn water gun dier.

the present for the games.

rent the bike.

nyai make us Popsicles. yummy.

eat!!

prayer time..

beach time..

aling(abg irwan)&ayang(ashari)came..
my family called them aling & ayang.

cut it..

game time.. paman be the host..

bunga api..

present time..

sunday.. friends pit.. it is okey.. i think i ate 7 pieces of chicken.. the chicken is so damn nice lah..
thank u aziz for the presentation.. love it.. and to my dearest rizuana.. we waited for u. and so sad that u can't make it.. i really miss u darling.. insyallah kalau ade outing lagi, kau dtg k.. sayang kamu..

so sorry i did not upload the picture.. because suddenly something wrong with my comp..

tuesday went out with azreena and azreenie.. the giler adik beradik.. they don't go to school..

because azreena were lazy. azreenie had fever bacause she saw A GHOST!! really!!.. haha.. but then, i don't know why, when i heard her story i laughed and laughed..
i tell u her stories yea.

she was sleeping at her bed with her sister(azreena) about 7+pm her sister wake up because azreenie feet on her face. she was so frustrated that she closed the door and switch off the light..
so at 9pm.. azreenie wake up with a big black thing and a white face that have no face, understand. like the thing has no eyes, nose, mouth, eyebrows. on top of her facing at her and she like shouting for help.. but the funny thing is no body heard her shouting, but my kakak sedare heard her and rushed to the room.

kak syiqin: az, are u okey?
azreenie: no!! (running with a pale look on her face)
the next morning she had fever.. sedih nye.. tapi sempat ajak aku gi macdonald.. haha.. miss them so much..

they never failed to make me laugh.. they are my greatest bestfriends.

2008-03-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

so yesterday had no school.. No presentation.
my group like do very hard on this presentation, and i go chua chu kang from bedok. and my teacher just cancel the class just like that.

thats okey if she told us SOONER.
yesterday woke up at 830am, by the time ashari were on the way to fetch me up. i finished washing myself about 845am. looked at my phone, annis and nina test me saying presentation CANCEL. WHAT?! IDIOT! ashari called me that what to do? (he already at my void deck) i like felt so sorry for him that i planned to go breakfast with him at macdonald.. then i explained to my sis.

me: kak tk ade presentation, ashari dh kak bawah, adik gi mkn dgn dier dulu.
kak suhayla: are u sure? what? sape nk jage aqil? kak nk kene gi skola.
me: okey2, adik bwk dier lah.

me waking aqil up, he washed his face.. i called my mom, i thought she still at geylang, but then she at sheng shong near macdonald. so she waited for us..

opened the door and ashari were sitting outside my house.
he saw aqil with a blurr face.. hehe.. he taught that aqil was sleep walking.. haha.
cute lah u..
so i explained to ashari..
and off we go to macdonald and meet my mom..

the forth of us ate breakfast.. about 10am. ashari and i off to tampines mall to brought wina present. i brought for her addidas waterbottle. and we window shopping.. we are very tired, but then i had to go to bedok to buy gift for the games tommorrow..
i felt so sick, like wanted to vomit. ashari wanted to make me smile, his jokes were funny but i have no mood to smile even.. hehe.. sayang dier..

today.
just stay at home.. clean the house. take a batj. and start to wrapped the gift for the games at the beach.. cannot wait.. hehe.. now i serving the net to find some interesting games.. =}

so i continue posting my story on monday, insyallah..
due to having pit on both saturday and sunday.. will be very tired and fun also..
toodles.

2008-03-25T15:58:00.006+08:00

four more days to go till family pit.
five more days to go till classmate pit.. looking forward to it.

so yesterday. i had so much fun..

1245: leave the house.
o1oo: took the train to jurong east.
iskh.. iskh.. iskh.. so damn bored lah.. just listened to music.. and the trip was so long..
0145pm: reached jurong east.
0152pm:nina reached.
1200pm:annis reached.. poor annis just came back from school. she look damn tired..
while taking the next train, Jurong East to Chua Chu Kang.
i felt like a tourist. hehe, because annis like showing me the west side inside the train..

annis: so here is Bukit Batok.. u can see my house from here.
me:ohhhh
annis:so here is bukit gombak..
me:ohhh
annis: here is chua chu kang..
and yea..
while waiting for the bus, suddenly annis said this
annis: ehk!! i forgot.. WELCOME to the west side.. Congratulation you reached west side..
me: thank you.. (sarcastic)where is the certificate??=D
annis: (give me the sarcastic looks..)
hahahaha..
And she show me the students from the west side,
example: this is the student from regent sec..
this is the student from teck whye sec..
and she go on.. and on..

well, Fify said count until the fifth bustop then alight. we like counting, one to three busstop..
then the forth bustop is coming, behind the bustop we saw fify blk..
me: eh!! RUMAH FIFY!!!TURUN.. TURUN!!
hehe.. is so funny.. we like so kancong.. haha..

we reached the house, fify give us a drink and some mee hoon that see cooked.. wow.. she knows how to cook.. hehe.. it taste delicious.. yea, and i brought a cake.. we like so kepo.. servey2 fify house.. hehe.. than around 2 to 3, irah came..

and we start making our slides.

we had a good laughed.. laugh.. and laugh.. and laugh..
we start doing at 330 and ended at 6.. lama kan.. hehehe..

around 630pm.. my sayang come.. i miss him.. i miss him..
and when annis and i wanted to fetch him at the void deck, he is wearing that stupid snow cap..
and we fight for awhile over it.. i hate it.. he love it..so like i nag at him. asked him to take of that stupid hat.. he like ignored me.. then, he give up.. haha..
when to fify house again, serve the web for awhile.. about 645pm, we leave fify house.

ashari was hungry so we ate long john.
i am very very sick of long john already..
this was the first time we didn't finished up the foods..
we finished eating at 740pm..

so we took mrt, inside the train, we played psp, we listened to music and we slept inside the train.. hehe.. reached home at 9pm.. so tired..

i really in love with this guy.. i love u..

END
BYEBYE

and yea, sorry mieza .. aku malas lah nk ikut korang gi temasek poly.. penat si..

2008-03-23T20:47:00.008+08:00

i'm like a good mood rite now.. yeah
cause..

have a good rest since the school close.. hehe..
and now my phone can connect to the computer.
since last week my phone could not connect to the computer.
i uninstall. i install again.. still could not connect.
but today. i install again with some patient. and my phone can now be connected.. yes!!

and tomorrow go to fify house to do presentation..
and yes, her house at chua chu kang(did i spell correctly?) at the west.. omg. i nvr step to west before by using mrt or bus and ALONE.. hehe.. hope i don't get lost..

and tomorrow after went to fify house, i will meet ashari.. i am so happy..

so this is the picture of my phase test look like..this picture during FFPS Phase test.. see the valve.. have to change the inside.
(ignore my stupid face, deep in concentration.. hehe.. )

this is ENS phase test.. well, this picture tooks during lesson.. it's look easy yea, just plug some wire, but then.. it is damn difficult.

this is chemistry phase test.. measure the pH thingy.. and i hope i do well..

and yesterday.. have fun with my family party.. i spent most of my time eating and play PSP.. hehe..
so here the picture..

here the bday cake..

here the bday boy and girls.. (aqil sebok)
my cupcake.. cute rite.. hehe
mirza is so cute.. and so manje.. always wants he mummy and daddy..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED LITTLE SISTER, SYAZWINA.. I ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST LITTLE COUSIN, HIKMAH.. I LOVE YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETEST COUSIN, NADRAH. BE A GOOD GIRL.. I LOVE YOU.
SHE ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR HERO COUSIN, IMDAD. I LOVE YOU. HEHE..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING COUSIN, KAK SARAH, I LOVE YOU..

2008-03-20T19:08:00.005+08:00

HOLIDAYS

At last.. Holiday for 3 weeks.. HIP-HIP.. HOOOORAYYY!!!! HIP-HIP HOOOORAY!!!

at last.. have some rest.. relax my minds.
have a great time to release stress..
put aside studies for awhile.. woohoo..
i never felt so excited before when came to holiday.

i think because of the stressful course, studies, teachers, test and etc.
i never felt so stress about studies before..
but then, i just can't give up and quit. have to try my very best.

today had my last phase test and theory test for this month.
just now had chemistry. i am proud because i can do it.. but not all questions..
but at least i tried my very best.. hehe..

can't wait for:

22th march-saturday

birthday party for my sister(wina),
my cousins, hikmah, nadrah and sarah.
at my grandma house.

29th march- saturday

my beloved family pit.
to celebrate wina birthday party again.

30th march- sunday

my dearest 4t1 pit.. at last..
our outing. hope to see all of them..
miss them alot..

things to do during
march holiday.

-go to fify house to do presentation for pic.

-thursday come back to school to present presentation.

- exercise because i know my health is not go and i gained weight.

-do homework

-study and study and more study for test went school reopen.

and those jeans out there is killing me..

so it is a must to go SHOPPINGS...

i'm loving it..

so thats it..
happy holiday.

peace..

phase test and theory test.

2008-03-18T15:43:00.004+08:00

i am so so so happy!!!

because..
FFPS phase test and theory test. IS DONE.. FFPS phase test, is quite easy.. just have to clean up inside the valve.. theory test(I DIDN'T STUDY!!) anyway, just do it.. some question is common sense.

ENS phase test. IS DONE.. insert the circuit, wire, power supply, voltmeter, ammeter, resistance together.. i am so happy that i can do it.. but the calculation, about ohm's law. the methods i do correctly but i dive and multiply the wrongs numbers.. arghhhh....

PIC phase test. IS DONE.. my partner is ashari.. i'm the control man whom ask the field man(ashari) what to do.. we pass all thanks to me.. and the machine is hard to stabilize u know..
we have to control the flow, pressure of the water.. it is quite easy after all.. but this is just the basic.. haiyo..
Pic theory test will be 15 of april.. must study hard.

and last and not least. CHEMISTRY PHASE TEST AND THEORY TEST.. Jeng.. jeng.. jeng.. hahaha
stress right now.. phase test is about measure Ph thingy.. watever.. theory test all mcQ. 50 mcQ. chapter 1 to 8.. Die arh.. haha..

and all this test is very important.. wish me all the best yea..

and yea.. i brought charles and keith belt..

i love it.. my favourite brand for shoe.. hehe..

11 more days to go until family pit.

12 more days to go until classmates 4t1 pit..
so excited..

2008-03-15T19:58:00.002+08:00

i know i didn't blog for 2 weeks now.. been VERY VERY busy lately.. busy with studies, have to study for phase test and theory test for this weeks.. i will be back during march holidays.. cheers..

2008-02-29T20:18:00.006+08:00

this post is for mieza.. i'm quite busy lah mieza.. so i have no time to post.. so today is friday.. i will tell u what i did this week..

firstly, about mieza.. on saturday around 6+. mieza text me. she asked if i could accompany her to the doctor or not.. she had stomach ace since friday. and she need mc so she can take her test that she missed on friday. but i cannot accompany her cause i have to attend religion class.. so sorry... so i said go to the doctor tomorrow.. but later tomorrow. she feeling fine.. so we didn't go to the doctor.. so no mc and test for her.. oh well.. the important things is she save and feeling well..

monday.. lesson per normal.. ENS and PIC..
ENS, nothing much.. the same thing. i can understand a little..
PIC, practice for next 2 weeks Phase test.. i partner with ashari.. hehe.. together lagi.. hehe..
the Phase test is about, how to run this machine.. is about, the control man communicate with the field man.. it is very important and hard..

tuesday.. lesson still per normal.. LLA, CHEMISTRY, PIC..
PIC, we had quiz for each group.. and our group did really bad.. 90 marks were deduct by our previous marks.. haiyo.. but still we have 67% left.. we still pass.. hehe..

wednesday.. PE and ENS..
PE, as usual run around the track for 2 rounds.. and then play games.. nina and i were only malay girls that when for pe.. so we joined the boys played soccer.. super, super tired..
we only hah 15min to change and get ready for the next lesson, ENS.
ENS, we had test.. super, super hard...and after pe lesson some more.. i can only do 5 question out of 20 question.. hehe.. i like asking feerdaus how to do.. hehe..
(and of course after school went to play pool... vicknesh and david join us.. i just played two games.. the rest i played cards with annis, vick, feerdaus or ryan..)

thursday.. Chemistry.
get our theory Phase test.. i passed.. i score 100/100.. of course i can past.. it is open book test.. wuahahahaha... i told nadhirah, when she heard i score 100/100.. she liked wow!! but then i said it is open book. she like make face and said ye aleh..hahaha..

and practice for the 2 weeks Phase test.. it is okey lah.. quite easy..
is it about this machine do the temperature of the Ph..

friday(today) FFPS..
do the drawing of the pipe, valve, pumps and many more.. about 1030, we had to go to lecture theater to attend this talk about biopharmetical(i don;t know how to spell.) damn boring.. after school... i had to go to my cca, started at 230.. after school when to east point with ashari and ryan.. then went back to school meet nadhirah, she accompany me.. many many thank you..
221pm go to art studio, my cca not there.. so nadhirah and i went to play pool.. have a cute, fun moment with her.. beginner teaches beginner. so i teaches nadhirah.. hehe.. her hand is so cute and small.. hehe.. yea.. malu to malu jugak lah.. because got this three boys playing beside us.. so ignored the shyness, ignored their present. and just played and teach nadhirah.. go home at 6+.

Saturday.. (tomorrow)
maybe go to east coast. ryan ajak.. see first lah.. okey thats it for this weeks..

byebye..

p.s. i love you.. hehe.. no lah.. i want to say that i really miss my 4t1 classmate.. that is my last moment i really laugh badly with my friends.. i really miss my laugh.. i really miss their laughter that we used to have.. it just not the same with the new one i have right now.. i hope things change and remain the same.. thats mean.. the new friends, i hope i laugh badly, bestfriends with them and the old girlfriends remain the same.. =D

2008-02-20T19:05:00.003+08:00

about lessons and subjects.

FINALLY, i understand FFPS(fluid flow and piping system). i like force myself to listen, concentrate. i even sit in front of my teacher. haha.. i'am very good student huh??.. haha.. this is the first time, i answered my teacher question.. wuahaha.. i'm so happy..

Chemistry??? still blurr.. even when i force to learn very hard.. somehow, it just can't go in.. and thnks to shahfiq and arie, they sat beside me and tried teach me..

engineering science?? hahahaha.. can cause craziness to me.. haha.. the science part, i can understand. but when come to calculation. haha.. DIFFICULT!!!

Process instrumentation and control?? haha.. same as engeineering science.. can cause craziness to me.. hahaha...

our JC0801L snooker club..
every wednesday. after school.. yea.. and nazih join us today...
just now i play with, firstly ryan, ashari and shahfiq.. i lose because of the 8 ball.. arghh..
ryan moment, i aim the 8 ball wrongly and it doesn't go in and of course ryan had 100% to win. arie moment, i get the 8 ball in but the stupid white ball followed in so arie win. shahfiq moment, also the same as ryan.. arghhhhhhhh!!! but then.. i played with arie again.. and i won!! yea!!!
next week i will do better.. hahaha...
the game really release stress..

2008-02-05T21:07:00.000+08:00

sitting at my chair during Process Instrumentation of control (PIC) lesson..
listen and listen what being teach.
i felt really really dumb. confused.
vicknesh said that he felt dumb.. he also asked me, and i said yes
its not only pic lesson but all the lesson.. really.. i'm serious.. nothing come into my mind..
how hard i tried i still don't get it..
i have Chemistry, Engineering Science, Fluid flow Process System and process instrumentation.
what the hell?? must study all of this until june or july and the big exam come.. STREESSSSS!!!!! arghhhh!!!
every lesson i like "what?!!" "slowly lah teacher".
and they are not just science and physic but also included maths.. i feel i wanna die.. i feel like going back to sec 4.. sec 4 is much much much easier than this.. believe me..

2008-02-03T16:07:00.000+08:00

yea i know i did not update for a long time. i have no stories to tell.

school is getting better.. missing all my 4t1 classmates.

2.4km runs. i failed. i was last in the class and i was the no 222. haha..
oh well, i can't run, i won't pakse myself.. hehe..

last week i watched the last episode of "COFFEE PRINCE". the Korean show was very very very excellent.. even my mom watched it.. the actors and actresses act really good. its about this girl acted to be a boy just to get a job in coffee prince cafe.. bcos its hired only guys. then one day, her boss felt in love with her.. and..... u want to know then go and watch it...

and.. ARIE ku went to tanjung pinang yesterday because her cousin meninggal.. kecian.. he will come home tonight or tomorrow. and if he come back tomorrow thats mean i go to school alone.. boring nye.. and i really miss him.. =)