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today i'm not in a mood to be happy, well arie went to indonesia, today, at 1230pm.. ohh how much i miss him.. i called him at 830am and we talk till 9+am then we msg each other.. then at 1210 i called him again, he already reached at tanah merah terminal.. went we wanted to put down the phone, i felt like crying but i control it.. scared that he might worry.. oh well.. after put down the phone we still msg each other.. hehe.. then it ended.. he was not in singapore anymore.. i miss him so much right now.. he always keep me company if i'm bored, but now.. wat to do.. he said that he will home on 20th of june(maybe).. oh well.. hope he will alright at there.. hope he reached there safely.. i can't wait till he come home.. and if u(arie) are reading this, i want to say 'not to worry bout me, i will be fine, i promise and have fun at indonesia, take care of urself k syg.. =]

yeah, my ex-boyfriend, taufiq msg me.. and of course i told arie.. taufiq and i planned to go out together, but i asked arie, first he said ok.. but then he change he mind not to go out wif taufiq, hehe.. that ok syg.. i respect ur decision.. and while arie not in town, taufiq will accompany me, like talk on the phone.. (already told arie, he is fine with it, syg u) so thats it..

yesterday, met arie for awhile, we lepak.. hehe.. i had a great time wif him.. we laughed and laughed.. we drink 'watever' and 'anything'.. i drink 'anything' and inside it was pepsi.. arie drink 'watever' and he still could not figure wat the taste of the drink.. hehe.. we talk stupid things.. really missed the moment.. so thats it.. tilden.. toodles..

Wuhooo...
yesterday went out with ARIE!! yeah!! and finally i watch pirates of the carribean.. nice movie.. and i love to watch my two heroes, orlando bloom and johnny depp, ohh they are so charming and funny... oh well.. we supposed to met at 215 at our school busstop after his friday prayers.. well if he is late bout 5min, nvm lah.. but he is 30MIN LATE.. haizz.. nvm syg, lain kali buat lagi k.. -_-.. then we off to tampines mall.. we watched the movie at century square.. after watching the movie, we took pictures at neoprint.. it our first time.. so we don't knoe anything, and the computer were all writen in japan(i think) so we just press it.. haha.. after taking pictures we edit the pictures.. yeah.. and i says b4 we don't knoe what the hell it talking about, so we just press and it printed out the pictures we don't want.. ohh well.. had the great time.. and i will miss him so much.. he have to go to indonesia on monday mrng.. i feel so sad right now.. wat am i gonna do went he is not in town.. haizz.. just pray he will be alright and save.. and he will be gone for 2weeks.. yes!! 2 weeks.. ohh.. i feel like crying.. 2Weeks u knoe.. oh i will miss him so badly.. baik2 k kat sane syg.. i really really love u.. and don't leave me all olone by myself.. i always need u by my side.. k syg.. =] ok lah.. thats it.. tilden.. toodles..

Rizuana's blog..

I just finished reading rizuana blog.. awww.. so sweet of u.. well at first i didn't relised got our pics below.. then when i scroll down, it just make me wanna cry.. then i see her music box.. well.. my computer, the sound system were broken.. so can't here any sound.. when i see the title of the music, inside my head is that song.. 'as we go on.. we will remember.. all the time we, spent together,' thats all i rmb.. yeah.. i swear it really make me wanna cry.. i don't want our friendship to end here.. this girls are my greatest give from allah.. they are kind people.. oh how much , i love them.. feel like it just yesterday i'm in sec 1.. how time fly so fast.. now we already sec 4.. n tis year is our last year in school.. i gonna miss this precious moment...

CHALET!!!!

Day Two...

Well, in the mrng after chatting with arie on the phone, i sleep again.. my mom woke me up at 10+.. and my mom asked if she can go to our class chalet because aqil and wina wanted to go swimming. so i called arie, and he said can, so we left the house at 2pm.. go sheng shong buy syrup for the chalet.. and go to the chalet, my father send us.. when we reached there, aqil like wow see the swimming pool n he can't wait... i bring my mom, wina and aqil to the chalet, sebestian in the toilet.. aliff and hykel-arab were in the room.. they like shocking that my mom came.. sorie.. hehe.. aqil and wina change to their swimming suit. n when for a swim.. then arie came.. yay!! arie here.. miss him so much.. so go back to the chalet and chat with arie, sebestian.. and sebestian is so kecoh... hehe.. oh well.. i wanted to go swimming but inside the pool there lots of boys.. tk kan nk swim kan.. so i waited for arie lah.. go followed arie fetch his cousin, mimi and awie at outside wild wild wet entrance.. they are friendly.. =D go back to the chalet and change to my swim-suit, i like so nervous to go out from the toilet so.. buat muke tak malu lah.. and grabbed arie towel and put around my waist.. hehe.. go swimming with cleopatra, corin, aliff, mimi, awie and arie.. n that pool is so deep.. i can't reaced.. so malu.. so i at the end only.. hehe.. oh well at least i have some fun.. then i wanted to stop, i go back to the chalet, n i saw alots of boys, and i don't even know them.. arie said they all 'org bola'... omg!! tak kan nk pakai gini kan.. i called arie, and we went in together, arie nk salam lagi.. so i walked inside quickly.. ohh what the hell.. hehe... took a bath.. and bla.. bla. bla.. aqil and wina also stopped swimming, after that my mom eat at the chalet.. she help to cleaned up the placed.. n bla.. bla.. bla.. aqil nk naik atas aje.. sibok aje.. n we go home at 6+.. took bus 17 and aqil slept on my lap.. so here the pics...


alahai cute...


ina nak ajar aqil swim


yeah!! mom buy for me boya.. i can swim around..


yipeee...


smile..


tis is sebestian, he wanted to climed up but he was scared.. hehe..


aqil watching spongebob squarepant..


sibok lah aqil... kacau abg aje..


aqil!! maner boleh pegang square..


aqil in the bus. sat beside me.. muke ade ngatokkk..


aqil asleep, on my lap..


and last.. my mom.. well she is sleeping.. yes, i know she is tired.. thank u mom, for everything.. i love u..

have a blast time.. will gonna miss u guys.. n i hope this is not the last gathering we have together..

CHALET!!!!

DAY 0NE..

Yeah!! wake early in the mrng at 7+, get ready all the things must bring.. 1030am arie fetch me under my blk and go and buy ice.. and walk all the way till we reached arie house.. zul was already arrived at arie house..the thing is, i and zul thought that we reached arie house we all go to the chalet but NO!!.. and hykel a.k.a arab haven't reach yet.. aiyo.. so arie, zul, adik arie and myself, (cocok hotdog, crabstick and fishball together.. and still no sign of hykel.. haiz.. oh well.. and ate ayam merah, 12+ then at last hykel came.. he ate first then we off to the chalet.. many things, we must carried.. took a taxi.. and ryhana and haidzair were already there, so early.. hehehe.. took the key and go in.. HOORAY!!!! then hykel and zul make the water, while arie... ermm i forgot what he was doing.. then while hykel and zul go out to rent the bbq, i think.. arie, step kuat aje nk angkat air.. then he like terlepas kan, and all the water splash to the fall.. haiz.. ya allah.. arie go find a mob.. and i have to clean the water MYSELF.. not any water, syrup water.. so it kind of meleket.. pour water on it.. lap, sapu and many more.. at last zul came, n help me.. n this makcik also help.. thank u.. lap n lap till the meleket gone.. haiz, penat nye nenek.. then the girl came.. yay.. took pics.. then go outside, and eat ice-kacang.. hahaha... watch the boy swim.. and around 530 afiqa, rizuana, farah go home.. arie n i teman kan riz till the outside escape.. n we go somewhere, go back to the chalet around 7+.. irah n meeza was still there, yeah.. i thought they go home.. we chat for awhile and about 8+ they go home.. so aziz, fezza, hykel.p, arie and i in the room.. waited till my father come.. and i left the chalet around 9+.. tired seh.. so here the pics..

AT ARIE HOUSE..


GOING TO THE CHALET..


REACHED AT THE CHALET AND THE REST OF THE PICTURES..



at night...


last...


this is arie's bantal busuk.. we call it 'square'...
u, lain kali i bawak 'smile'(my bear) k.. =D
so thats the end of day 1..

ANOTHER 2 MORE DAYS.. CHALET HERE WE COME.. WUHOOOOOOO!!!!! harap2 tak ade bende yg berlaku.. insyallah..

SmeLLy Day!! =D

Today, i felt that i am so smelly.. ewww.. u knoe why.. in the mrng wake up around 8+ and i msg arie.. and didn't realised it was 9+.. omg.. i must meet AFIQA.. i like took the shower bout less than 5min.. hehe.. oh well.. dress up, just pick any clothes. n that clothes i don't knoe why it is smelly.. so i spray perfume on it.. the smell decrease.. ok lah.. i walk like a mad woman, really2 fast, every where people was watching.. went i reached the busstop, the bus just left.. shit!! waited about more than 20min.. berpeluh satu badan... hehe.. luckilly the bus air-con is cold.. yey.. meet afiqa at long john.. (lawah baju fiqa.. CUTE!! =D) meet her because mintak duit for the chalet.. thx fiqa for the extra $2.. syg kau.. i felt like a loan shark.. haha.. then go home.. must clean up the house because my mom is sick.. yes, i wear the same t-shirt.. hehe.. oh well.. mls kan.. then left the house again at 1230.. still same t-shirt.. but i spray perfume again.. hehe.. meet arie n wai hei at busstop.. n go SHOPPING, well go sheng shong.. hehe.. buy lots and lots of foods for the chalet.. n wai hei is so kecoh, so funny.. and me, of course becoming more smelly to me lah.. after paying, alhamdulilah cukup duit.. after that buy bubble-tea.. and went to arie house.. with wai hei of course.. his mother give us some food.. THANKS u makcik.. eat nasi byrani.. yummy.. then sit for awhile.. n go home.. i was swetting(tak tau spell lah..) like hell.. oh well.. reached home rushed to the toilet.. n have a bath.. now feel very comfortable.. hehe.. but the tired-ness is still in my body.. =D