why am i such a girl.

i don't know how to put this in words.

i don't know how i feel bout this someone right now.

my heart didn't show it anymore.

i'm so worry.

this someone do so much to me.

i know i don't want to do the same mistake to this someone.

i don't want this someone to heartbroken and hurt.

is it i spent so much time with this someone?

i have no appetite to eat anymore. i haven't eat right for the past 3days. for the past 3days i just ate mee goreng like just one plate. i think so much bout this someone.

please somebody out there. help me. i just don't want to hurt this someone.

ABOUT SCHOOL

so today is tuesday. so it has been already 7 days i started school. i has a lots of fun.
get along really well with my classmate.. still haven't get along with some chinese girls and boys.

my girlfriends.. about them, they love to take lots and lots of pictures.
the boys.. about them, irritating, funny.

and yea. chemical process technology, thats my course. has 6 classes.

and our class, JC0801L already one week we already get feedback from all our lectures that we are the most talkative class in CPT. hehe.. cool..
and loves to eat candy. i'm in the correct class. i loves eating candy. they loves to eat candy. yea. great.

i need to ask something to whom reading this:
do my face looks like a 'minah reps(i donno how to spell)'????

tell me your answer yea.. hehe..
because this indian boy, said to me.

vikki: "hey yr face looks like minah.hehe"
me: huh?! -_-

then i volunteer to draw this digram on the board.

vikki: wuhoo, wuhoo. go minah. go minah reps.
me: hey!! -_-
vikki said to arie: eh! your gf fierce eh?
me: -_-

after that.

vikki: hey minah, mcm maner nk buat nie arh??
me: i'm not a minah lah!!
vikki: sorie lah.. sister..
me: -_-
vikki: eh?! syazana, u draw already?/ copy arh?
me: nah lah!! take.. take.

hehe. after that we sat between ryan copy each other and correct each other works. haha.


so here are some of the pictures.



nina, ira, annis and me. asri sebok dkt belakang.





the green circle is asri. guess what he doing. shouting?? nope. he singing, cute kan. dgn semangat.
the blue circle is arie. guess what he doing. taking my picture again.


beside me is fify. wan sebok aje kat belakang.


the boys only i will mentions.
arie, wan and antony




P.S: Siti Nur Nadhirah & Nur' Afiqa Idayu..
Where the hell are u guys??
i can't find u guys anywhere.. haha..

.END.

NEW SCHOOL

It was really great.
I'm not sure what is the name of our class. i only know (CPT L) hehe.

the first day of school, arie, ira, fiqa, zul, dzul, mas and I went to school together..
alhamdullilah arie and i have the same class.. hehe..
and ira and fiqa also.. wow.. amazing. hehe..

the first day, my class was really quiet didn't said a think. i thought my class not that fun..
but after this game.. we like had a lot of fun. from there we start to kecoh..

my class have 44 students.
malay girls including me only have 5 girls.. sikit kan.. but we are close.. already go out n eat. hehe.
chinese girls i not quite sure.
indian girls only one..

guys..
about more then 3 DOZEN of them!!!
i think we have chinese more.
then the malay guys.
the some indian guys.
so much.. they are really funny and kecoh lah..
hope nothing bad will happen. hope their attitude will stay the same like now..
1/4 of my class already know that arie and i are couple.. hehe.. oh well..

so thats it..
when i looks at my new classmate. i miss my 4t1 classmate alot.. i miss them so much.. now, it's all in my memories. no wearing damai uniform anymore.. =(

NEW SPECTACLES

FINALLY , MY NEW SPECTACLES. BOUGHT IT ON THURSDAY.
READY ON FRIDAY(YESTERDAY).
WELL IT KIND OF FUNNY. I THINK MY FACE DOESN'T SUIT MY SPECTACLES.. HEHE..
OH WELL I GET USE TO IT..






I THINK THE OLD ONE IS MUCH BETTER.. HEHE..
PLEASE IGNORE MY STUPID FACE. I WAS BORED SO I TOOK PICTURES OF MY SELF.. HAHA..
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I MISS MY WORK PLACE

YES, I REALLY DO MISS IT..
I MISS THE LINGERIE DEPARTMENT.
I MISS THE NICE, FRIENDLY PEOPLE I WORK WITH.
THIS IS MY FIRST TIME I WORK.

THE THINGS I MISS MOST:
1ST - CHECKING STOCK USING PC.
REASONS - NO NEED TO FACE CUSTOMERS. HEHE

2ND - MY LINGERIE PEOPLE.
WHO?
KAK SHARIFFA:
MY SUPERVISOR. SHE IS SO FUNNY, NICE, KIND-HEARTED. WITHOUT HER, THE DEPARTMENT IS SO QUIET.
HER FAVOURITE WORD IS: "NIE LAH BUDAK-BUDAK SEKARANG" AND " NERAKA JAHANAM "
AND MAK TIRI KAU DH DTG".. HEHE..
KAK AISHA:
SHE IS SUPER NICE. FRIENDLY. PRETTY.
HELP ME SERVING CUSTOMERS AND SUCH.
KAK SITI:
THE WEEKEND STAFF. CUTE. FRIENDLY. SHE REMIND ME OF MY FIRST SIS.
WHEN THE FIRST TIME I NEW HER, SHE LIKE TO BULLY ME.. (NO OFFENSE KAK) HEHE..
BUT I DON'T TAKE IT TO HARD.. SHE ALSO HELPFUL.
MELODY:
THE CHEERFUL PHILIPINO. THE MOST TIME I SPEND WITH HER..
MOSTLY MELODY AND I WILL BE AT THE SELLING FLOOR. WE ALWAYS JOKE AROUND.
SOMETIME WE LAUGH BECAUSE OF THE CUSTOMERS.

3RD: HANGING THE BRAS AND PANTIES. HEHE..
I KNOW IT SOUND WEIRD.
THAT IS THE FIRST AND THE LAST THING I DO WHEN I START MY WORK AND END MY WORK.. HEHE..

4TH: THE NIGHT WEAR .
REASONS: EASY TO HANG THEM.

5TH: THE PANTRY.
REASONS: THAT THE ONLY PLACE I EAT WHEN NADHIRAH QUIT THE JOB. SOMETIMES THERE FREE CHOCOLATE AND SUCH..

6TH: DOING THE STOCK.. -_-
-WHEN THE STOCK CAME. I LIKE TO DO THE BRA IN THE BOX FIRST. IT IS EASY.
-THEN NEXT IS THE T81 STUFF.
THE NAME OF THE BRA AND PANTIES IS CERISO, PER UNA, TRULY YOU, BODY AND I THINK I FORGOTTEN ONE.. HEHE..
-THEN THE NIGHT WEARS
-THEN THE PANTIES..
-THE SHAPEWEARS
-THE THERMAL WEARS
-THE TIGHT|SOCKS

7TH: THE REST OF THE WORKERS.
I TRIED TO REMEMBER THEIR NAME.
FALISHA| JEFFREY | KEN |JENIFFER| AARON | SEAN|KIM|HAKIM|
ANISAH| GABRIEL| AI JING| Z | SHU TING| RAMYA|KAK ZO
|KAK LATIFAH| ABG RAMLI|CRAIG|EDMUND| GRACE|
JESSE AND OTHERS. HEHE.. MISS THEM.


SO THATS ALL.. REALLY MISS THEM.. HAD A GREAT TIME THERE.

.END.

GoodBye my dearest 2007

&
Welcome 2008

THERE ARE LOTS OF MEMORIES FOR ME IN THE YEAR 2007, THAT I WON'T FORGET..

> THE LAST YEAR I WILL LEAVING MY SECONDARY LIFE.
> THE LAST MOMENT I WILL BE SPENDING MEMORABLE TIME WITH MY DEAREST CLASSMATES. 4T1. I MISS THAT NAME SO MUCH.
> THE DAY WE SAT ON OUR FAVOURITE CHAIR AND TABLE EVERYDAY EXCEPT WEEKENDS, LEARNING, SLEEPING, TALKING, LAUGHING, CRYING, PLAY GAMES, SHOUTING AND MANY MORE.
> OUR NEXT DOOR TOILET, RECESS TIME, WE BROUGHT FOOD FROM HOME AND SHARE AMONG OUR GIRLS. AND HEY!! OUR TOILET ARE CLEAN OKEY. THANKS TO OUR MAKCIK. HEHE..
> THE TEACHERS. SOME ARE FUNNY, SOME ARE WEIRD, SOME ARE ANNOYING, SOME ARE EXCELLENT, SOME ARE VERY PATIENTS WITH US.
> SCHOOLMATES? ERMM.. THEY ARE ALRIGHT.
> 2.4 KM RUNS. FAILED. hehe..
> THE DAY WE TOOK PRELIMS.
> THE DAY WE TOOK N-LEVEL.

> THE FIRST TIME I STARTED WORKING.
> THE FIRST TIME I FINISH WORKING.
> THE FIRST TIME I GAVE MY ALLOWANCE TO MY PARENTS AND MY GRANDMOTHER.

> THE FIRST RAMAHDAN MY FAMILIES PRAY SHOLAT TERAWIH EVERYDAY, AT MY AUNTIES HOUSE OR MY HOUSE.

> I GET MY OWN BED.
> I GET A NEW PHONE.

AND MANY MORE. 2007 IS UNFORGETTABLE FOR ME. I WILL MISS IT.

AND 2008 HERE I COME.

END

RESULT

8:59AM.
ARIE CALLED.

ARIE: U, WAKE UP. 9AM ALREADY. GO AND CHECK WHAT COURSE WE GET.
ME: HUH?! I'M SLEEPY LAH. WAIT I CHECK I CALLED U BACK LAH..

WENT BACK TO SLEEP. I'M SO DARN TIRED. I WENT HOME YESTERDAY ABOUT 1230AM.
MY LINGERIE DEPARTMENT IS SO MESSY.. I HAD O CLEAN UP WITH ONE OF MY FRIENDS.

9:50AM.
IRA CALLED.
I DIDN'T ANSWER.

1115AM.
I WAKE UP.
CALLED IRA. TALK FOF A WHILE..
NADHIRAH AND AFIQA GET THE SAME COURSE, NURSING AT ITE SEMEI.. WOW.. SAME.. SAME..

12 SOMETHING PM.
CHECK MY COURSE CALLED ARIE..
AND ASHARI AND SYAZANA GET THE SAME COURSE, CHEMICAL PROCESS AT ITE SEMEI.. WOW.. SO DARN HAPPY..

1236PM.
NOW..

HAVE TO BATH.. AND GO TO WORK AGAIN.. -_-

DAY OUT WITH HIM

I HAD A LOT OF FUN TODAY.. WENT OUT WITH ARIE, WE BOTH OFF FROM WORK SO WE PLANNED TO GO OUT. WE WORE GREEN POLO T-SHIRT. HEHE. WE MEET AT 1235PM. FIRST WE WENT TO LAVENDER BECAUSE ARIE WANTED TO TAKE HIS NEW PASSPORT.. AND HIS QUEUE NO IS 3248 AND WE HAVE TO WAIT FOR ANOTHER 149 PPL. SO WE WNET TO BEACH RD AND ATE MEE REBUS.

AND ABOUT 45MIN WE BACK IN THE ICA BUILDING. AND OUR NO WERE NEXT.

ABOUT 230PM.
WE TOOK BUS WENT TO BUGIS JUNTION. IS WAS DARN PACK. LOTS OF PPL.. I HATE IT.. BUT STILL I'M ONE OF THE CROWDED.. hehe. AFTER WINDOW SHOPPING. I SAID TO ARIE I WANT TO GO TO ORCHARD.

ABOUT 345PM.
WE REACHED SOMERSET. WENT TO CENTERPOINT, AND GO TO MANGO.. BROUGHT A CARDIGAN FOR ME.. SO HAPPY. AND BROUGHT A WALLET AND ARCHIE COMIC BOOKS FOR US.

ABOUT 420PM.
WENT TO CENNILESUIR (I DON'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL IT).. WANTED TO TAKE PICTURE AT NEOPRINT BUT TO BAD WE WEARING GREEN. SO WE SADLY WALK AWAY AND WALK PAST THIS SHOP THAT SELLS BEGS. AND ARIE AND I BROUGHT THE SAME BEG. MY ONE IS COLOUR WHITE AND ARIE IS BLACK.. SO HAPPY..

ABOUT 5PM.
WE WENT TO SWENSENS.. I ATE OMELATTE WITH FRIES AND ARIE ATE BAKED RICE.. AND WE ORDERED REGULAR EARTHQUAKE ICE CREAM.. AFTER EATING.. OUR ICE CREAM TOOK SO LONG WE WAITED ABOUT 45MIN.. I SWEAR.. FED UP.. OH WELL.. DURING THE MEAL FALISHA TEXT ME SAYING THAT TO COME TO M&S FOR A WHILE.. GOT PIZZA AND BUFFET.. RUGI KALAU TAK DTG. AND WE ALREADY FULL TO EAT THE WHOLE ICE CREAM SO WE PLAYED A GAME CALLED THE "SEARCH FOR THE MISSING CHERRY" I HID THE CHERRY INSIDE THE ICE CREAM AND ARIE HAVE TO FIND IT BY TAKING ONLY ONE SCOOP. HEHE.


QUEUING UP.

MY MEAL.

ARIE WAITING FOR HIS MEAL.

HIS MEAL CAME.

WE WERE DARN BORED OF WAITING FOR THE ICE CREAM SO WE TOOK PICS OF OURSELF.

OUR ICE CREAM CAME AT LAST..

HE FULLED ALREADY.. HEHE.

ABOUT 605PM.

WENT TO TOILET FIRST AND THEN GO TO MY WORK PLACE. M&S. TALKED TO FALISHA, KAK SHARIFFA AND KAK ZO. AND KAK ZO SAID THAT A GUY CAME AND ASKING FOR ME.. 'TALL, WHITE AND HAVE A SPIKY HAIR'??? WHO WAS THAT MISTERY GUY.. ERMM.. I STILL THINKING RIGHT NOW.. HEHE.. OH WELL..
WENT INTO THE PANTRY.. WAS SHOCK TO SEE ALOT OF FOODS.. BUT THEN I'M TOO FULL TO EAT.. SO I JUST TOOK A LITTLE..

THE DELICIOUS FOODS.

THE REST OF THE PICS.


SO THATS MY STORIES FOR TODAY.. THANK U FOR READING IT.. HAD A ENJOYABLE DAY AND TIRED DAY ALSO.. HEHE.. BYEBYE.

p.s: i already given my one week notice to my supervisor, and i took it back.. haha.. so had 7 more days to work until my contract end.. hehe.. i can do it.. yeah.

.END.