ola.
first of all, i'm so in love with this boy here.

yesterday is our 1year and 11mth anniversary. and i can't went out to celebrate it because my mom asked me to bake brownie. sorry. oh well. at least wednesday i went out with arie. we watched movie,
Get Smart. it was hilarious. arie and i can't stop laughing. go and watch it.
itu pun kluar pukul 1030am blik pukul 330pm. sekejab kan. tak ape lah. he had to trained his shout junior to play soccer.

so yea, i baked brownie.
here are the picture.



okey2. it was fun baking it. you get to learn more. messy, tiring, and yea u make it with love. well my mom asked me to bake it for testing how it come out to be, for her customer. so this is just testing while i bake it to help my mom and for my arie.
well i make it, and the measurement of the ingredient is wrong. it came out tasting tasteless. but it was really chewy.
next topics arie go lepak with dzul, mieza, mas and bella.

i called arie.
me:syg, syg nk brownie?
arie: yelah, boleh amik skrg?
me: boleh. tapi tak sedap. btul2 tak ade rase tapi chewy.
arie: i tak kisah dari u.

so arie came and taste it. well, i cut it into cube so people tak rase sngat sedap ke tak.haha.
arie sit at my corridor garden. i bring him some water and the brownie. he can't stop eating. i don't know lah sedap ke tak kan. and yea. arie want to go.
arie, my bro, aqil and i went downstairs to play bicycle.
see how happy they are. aqil tak nk turun. hehe.

next topics.
arie and i pass our exam. i am so super happy. alhamdullilah.
it was worth it. late night studying. very stress.

it was worth it when aqil sibok2 when i was studying. see what he was doing.
it was worth it for the merepek face when i was annoyed with arie for not studying and disturb me while studying.
it was worth it for getting sick of mrs neo engineering science teaching and we do stupid stuff. shahfiq, me and arie feet. hehe.
and it was worth it for the list of test to be study.
okey lame. have to do better next term. yea.

next topics.


my darling aqil having a fever. and i felt so sad when he cry because it was so cold while other poeple was hot. get well soon.
end my story here. see caiiou sleep. so cute right. smpai terbalik2.

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Al-Fateha

untuk Arwah Muhd Hairizam Bin Hussien

Muhd Hairizam Bin Hussien

1991 - 2008

He will always be remembered. His Kindness, Sweetness, lovely, gentleman, quiet and many more. he was a very good person that i known. previously in Damai, he will never skip remedial classes. cannot forget his smile and all the dimples he got will shown on his face. from a Cute plump boy(when he was secondary 1) to a fit, hot, average tall boy(secondary 4 till.. ) seldom seen him moody and mad. he was a special son, special brother, special boyfriend to his girlfriend, a special person to all his friends and a bright student.
we will always remember him. May Allah let him rest in peace. Insyallah.

in loving memories

.we will miss u so much.

halo.
okay2. my fever is totally gone. but if i walk about 2 blk away i will feel very tired. and my huge ulcers is getting much much better. the scar still there.

talking about ulcers, for the past few days, its really hard for me to TALK. i cannot say a word start with B,M,P. the words that touches the below lip.
and for example that time i go buy breakfast at coffeeshop.
me: aang(WITHOUT THE "b" K), lontong satu,
and silence thinking i cannot said "Bungkus"
so.
me: satu Ungkus eh. (in a fast way without the "B")
abang: bungkus?
me:ye.ye.
go to the next stall. wanted to buy Prata. Oh shit.
me: man, (silence) 3 Rata kosong(in the fast way)
me: dgn 3 rata telur(in the fast way too) without the "P"
the man prata like huh? and thnk god he understand but there was a smile on his face. -_-

dah lah pelat tak boleh sebut S & R. susah nk ckp pulak. haiyo.
and i at home like want to talk with my siblings and mom pun susah. like i talk very long and very tiring. and their face like blur. so after telling my story must say. Do You Understand? and they smile at me. saying. paham2. kalau tak paham i give up talking for sure. haha. and cannot eat. sedih kan. makan pun pakai folks and spoon. mcm orang putih. haha. and want to talk with ashari on the phone, like budak kecik okay. pelat and susah nk ckp. ashari like. "hmm. okay".. entah dier phm ke tak. haha.

and yea, khai called me yesterday. saying nk go outing with me and taufiq. haiyo. and yea talked with taufiq. plan, plan. and asked ashari permission. and he said yes but have rules lah. haha. but i still feel bad. must i go out with them? please friends help me.
i love u ashari.

and ashari brought for me this two cute little teddy bear from malacca. awww so sweet of him bringing back gift for me.
nyai: oh nie get well soon nye teddy bear eh.
because i was sick b4 and having ulcers.
me: agaknye lah nyai. (she is so cute)
thank u syg. i love it very much.

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continue with wednesday, thursday and friday.

alright. alright. caiiou gone missing since tuesday. not wednesday.

wednesday, i still feeling blue, sick, sad. kak suhayla won a pair of tickets. she won the incredible hulk movie ticket. but i don't go. because i really really super tired and my fever not getting better and i have to get better because thursday is ashari day off and i promise him i will watch Narnia with him. so sorry kakak. i really want to watch the movie.

thursday,
arie called.
the movie start at 130pm, watched @E!HUB. meet arie at 12pm

my body still weak. i force myself to stand up. have a cold shower so my fever will cool down. and 12pm still i haven't get ready, arie already arrived so i asked him to naik lah. 1215pm we left the house. salam my mom and off we walked to bustop 17. hehe.
brought lemon barley on the way. reached E!HUB @ 1pm. buy movie tickets and syg wanted to go to the gents. and yea, no chair so i have to stand all the way.
and when i'm having fever, don't ever ever let me stand. i will vomit.
back to the story. i already feeling dizzy. arie finally finished and the time is 125pm. and the queue to the popcorn is super long. first 2customer i queue with arie, then i cannot tahan.
me:syg, i diri sane k. i tak boleh tahan lah.
arie: okey syg.

me watching all the people make me more dizzy. and yea. ran to the ladies and splash. okey2 i vomit. luckily i reached the toilet bowl on time. haha. washed my mouth and walk out. syg just finished buying nachos. i grabbed his hand and said.
me: syg, tadi i muntah.
arie: huh? bile?
me: tadi, i gi toilet sekejab.
arie:alala, dh come. movie dh start nie. i don't want to miss anything.
me:okey syg.

went in, the movie have started. and no sound. settle down and wait for the sound.
the movie was super super great. i really love it. 2 Thumps up. and parts of the movie bring back memories of the lords of the ring. hehe. but the show was great. want to watch it again please. then we go to tampines. and eat bubur. and yea. i forgot. i got a huge ulcers on my below lips and behind my upper teeth. and it hard for me to eat. so have to eat bubur. =( after that. go home. and i miss u syg. i love u too. thank u.

Friday.
my fever getting better. but my ulcers never getting better. stayed at home. at night visit my baby cousin harith mirza at kk hospital. he is super cute lah. he got stomach poison or something lah. now he quite okey. and i can't hold him because i'm sick with my mouth all. sad u know cannot touch cute baby. hehe.

saturday. fever gone. hip hip hooray. but still feeling weak. and ulcers never better. i pun anything on it. bonjela, something still doesn't work. and arie have gone to melaka some scout camp. aww i miss him lots. and yea. while my mom, aqil and i were sitting outside at our corridor watching aqil paint.
mom: agaknye caiiou hilang sebab kucing mkn eh?
me: takde lah. kucing mkn. dh ade darah.
me:dh lah. tak mau ckp psl caiiou. =(
suddenly our world just change, my mom shouted i turned around it was CAIIOU. i like, caiiou. sini come. he like lose his mind. and hide behind the flower pot. i grabbed caiiou food and pour at the floor. caiiou looked at it and i grabbed him. alhamdullilah. dier dh blik. my mom amik his cage. he is super thin lah. he been missing for 4days. no food. no drink. give him lots of foods and drink. he is super skinny. terima kasih lah ya allah. now he is save and fine. i just miss him.
at the 5pm. my father fetched us and off to east coast to play kite. but lot of people so we go to tanjong Rhu. i just sat at the side.

sunday
go to doctor because of my huge ulcers not getting better. and my mom still want to play kite. so we will see.

and thats all my story. from examination to fever to caiiou missing to my huge ulcers to found caiiou again and missing ashari right now. hehe. ashari will be back today. i miss him so much.

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hello there!!
yea, i know i didn't blog for awhile. and my blog becoming dead.
well, well. where do i begin all my stories?
YIPEEE!!!! Examination has ended. so the exam was okey. i can do most of the questions. mudah-mudahan aku dan ashari lulus and all to my friends too. insyallah. our last exam was on wednesday, we went back with dzulkhalif, i wanted to ate mac, in the mrng saw dzul so we asked him to tagged along. he so cute lah. his fringe(don't know how to spell) so straight and at the end have a little wave. hehe.
and yea, Thursay the 5th is the day i started holiday and ashari started to work. kecian dier baru tutup skola kene kerje.
so i didn't went out because my mom have to go to "Pasang Pelamin", so i had to take care of my darls little bro and sis. and we off to my nyai's place. my cousin and i planned Friday we went out go to Escape Theme Park. and i agree. but then, suddenly i felt pretty weak. and yea, i have a fever. nyai gave me panadol to eat and the fever cool down. go home at night. have a great sleep.
wake up it was friday, i had a headache, i thought i slept too much. wake up and have a shower. my mom asked me if i can help her "pasang pelamin" short of people. of course i helped, she asked me to bring along khairul. because we have to do two places.
around 4pm, my little bro and sis and i went to nyai's place again.
455pm:nurul and i were eating while khairul watched us ate. hehe.
nurul: awk nk gi mane?
me: pasang pelamin lah.
nurul: kiter ikut boleh
khairul: ikut arh nurul, nnt balik aku tak ade kwn.
nurul: (asking me) boleh ikut?
me: ikut lah. lekas siap. lagik 5min turun
khairul: okey2, kasi kiter sembayang 5min, eh.. tak 4min, 4 rakaat. 1 rakaat, 1 min k.
nurul: (shouting)_nyai!!! nurul nk ikut.
nyai: sibok lah kau. lekas sikit.
me: (just smiling at them) (they are super cute and hilarious)
5pm we went down, my mom was mad at us because we are late. hehe. sorry.
we took taxi to semei. about an hour walk to east point to brought some drinks.
and back to work. and yea, this time i work really slow, i don't know why. i felt really weak. finished at semei around 9+pm and off to tampines. work, work again. luckily ther are 2 indon man and dad to help. at tampines, i was super tired so most of the time i sat down. we done around 1am. fuyo, so tired. went back to nyai place to fetch my bro and sis. and off to bed.

it was saturday, i felt so sick. i had a bad stomached and a bad headached. at night, my fever were back, i was at nyai's place again. hehe. i have to be better because i won yun nam haircare treatment. hehe. and i had an appointment on sunday at PS.

Sunday, i was feeling fine. get ready and off to PS with my both sister and kak ada brought abg jimmy along. and yea, kak ada keep teasing me yun nam girl. hehe. aku layan kan aje. kecian dier. hehe.. at PS only two people can enter so kak ayla and me went in, kak ada and her boy go watched movies. okey, firstly the yun nam people treated you very kind, friendly then chat chat. suddenly she talked about money, that moment we really don't have the money. and we said just used up the voucher. and her face change like not happy. she do my sister hair like not happy. for me, someone else do it for me. finish the treatment and the woman still talk about money, and we said NO.
and she like: don't want argh. okey lah. don't want. don't want lah. bye.
we like. watever. we ate Ljs. . kak ada and abg jimmy still watching movie. and we gome home without her. and yea, i won New York skin treatment too. after this incident happen at yun nam, comfirm kat new york pun same so i don't go. and new york keep calling me, i ignored.

monday, i woke up and yes i felt really weak, heavy, headached. i touched my forehead its okey, no fever. and my mom asked me to washed the dishes, and the dishes like a mountain. i washed the cups first, and sat down for awhile. then washed the plates, and sat down again. continued with the rest. after washed the dishes, i watched t.v feeling very weak. and yea, comfirm ade fever. i slept, wake up my fever getting worse, my family brought me to the clinic. and my temperature was 40 degree celcius. well it was okey. my family ate mac, i just looked at them drinking lemonade. go home, ate bubur and ate the medicine. i hate it really badly.
kak ada called up (nabilla, nurul, kak nadia and azreenie to be her clothes model), they asked me to be a model, i denied because i don't know how to pose. hehe. i had a graet time looking at them pose.

tuesday. still have fever. stayed at home, resting.

CAIIOU IS MISSING

wednesday. was the sadness day for my family. still remember my pet hamster, Caiiou??
somebody stole him away from us. my little precious. i really love him so much, even my mom who scare of hamster she still love caiiou. even ashari love playing with caiiou went waiting for me to get ready for school. this is our mistake too, we put both caiiou and pocoyo outside. we put them outside for months and nothing happened until this day came. i felt really sad, regret. but the theft just stole caiiou and leaved his cage there. what he/she trying to do with caiiou. if he/she stole caiiou with he cage, at least we will think that the theft want to sell it or keep it but now the theft just stole caiiou. and pocoyo still with us. and the saddest thing that, you know that people who has pet will talk to them even they don't understand yea. i promise caiiou that i will wash his cage this week and this happen. i really regret it.

he is super friendly. super cute. and he random bite people. he always make me smile. he make me tired chasing him around went i let him free. he love to eat kuaci. and he is super manja.
i love you, caiiou. please come back. i want you back.

ABOUT THURSDAY AND TODAY STORY I WILL CONTINUE NEXT TIME. HAPPY READING. AND IF SOMEBODY OUT THERE SAW A HAMSTER THE COLOUR IS BROWN ON TOP AND WHITE BELOW. PLEASE INFORM ME.

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