i'm sick of my life

now, everyday, every moment is the same.

but i still do love my ashari,
he is the only person i can turn to went i'm stress,
and we do take care of each other.

i just worry sick about my studies.
i hate chemistry alot,
i hate engineering Science,

i hate the subject because of the teachers,
their teaching, i just don't understand.

i don't know how i can manage this,
who i want to turn to for help with my studies,

everyday i come to school to learn and i tried really hard
to understand,
but somehow, i can't.
it is really frustrated.

i can't sleep well at night right now,
thinking and thinking.

my new friends,
i love them.
just the teacher, sometimes really angry with them.
they said we are too noisy.
but my secondary school classmate is the same as them,
but still i can learned.

they always said that our class is very noisy, naughty, watever lah
among other classes.
what the hell.
but then our teacher, haizz.. don't want to talk about it.

just now came to school just for 40minutes.
chemistry practical was cancelled,
so came at 1030 for chemistry mass lecture,
1030 till 1110.
and yea, still don't understand.

.end.

p.s: i miss my girlfriends,
Siti nur nadhirah, Rizuana, Hamizah, Masturah.s, Nur afiqa idayu, Ryhana, Nor masturah & Farah niza. now we are seperated, and hardly see each others. they always make me laugh.
even we fight, i really regret that i fight with them before. they my super best girlfriends i ever had. i just loved them alot. just this blog i had left that i can tell u guy that i really love u guys.
i just wish that i was given one more day, that we can sit at our tables in our 4T1 classrooms and gossip, giggles, laugh, cry, catch up with each others life.. i miss that moment..