it is a very hard decision.. we make a deal.. for two days we are going to be single.. ohh.. the deal like this, we make a deal that not to msg or call each other for this two days.. saturday and sunday only.. die tak allow to talk on the phone or msging other girls. and i am not allow to play computer.. because i have no phone so i use computer.. we want to see if will we miss each other.. will we need each other.. we need this challenge because we need to know if our love is still strong as before..
so wish me luck... i must miss him, i must needs him.. and i know i still love him very very much..
i love u ashari.. =] good bye.. see u on monday.. hehe

u do everything for love..
love is very complicated..
but u needs love in this world..

Its always my fault... berapa sakit nye hatiku... sampai hati u buat i mcm gini... i'm always the one who is guilty... u aje sakit hati... u are the one who are good... banyak rahsia pasal kau aku simpan... i just taught it is a minor mistake.. when i do small mistake.. u like besar2 kan.. oh well.. ape nk buat... and i never ever said that _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ word... even though i mad at u.. then suddenly u said that sometimes u want to _ _ _ _ _ _ _ with me.. berape hancur nye hati ku.. but then u love me.. i simply don't understand u.. i just don't feel like loving u..


Thank Syahid for your concern... and for the advice.. =]

finally allah answered my prayers... alhamdulillah...
syukur lah kawan2 ku sudah baik semula seperti waktu dahulu...
even though i knoe it is not the same as before, at least we are friends again.
.terima kasih to allah, terima kasih to rizuana for speaking to masturah o..
i knoe i could not do that.. it is so brave of u.. terima kasih to all my friends to forgive each others.. about forget, i think nobody can forget this incident... so just put it way way back ok.. and start a new chapter of friendship..
again alhamdulillah.. i'm so happy.. now i can sleep soundly at night.. hehe...

Another alhamdulillah that i pass my prelim overall.. yes, i know i failed my science paper.. (syazana get ready to be nag from ur father) haha.. i will work very very hard... to my friends and arie, belajar tau walaupun some subject u fail, keep on trying... i have hope in you guys.. u give up, nenek slap ur face.. i mean it.. - _- =]

hari ini aku puase, nk bayar blik... tadi ade p.e... alhamdulillah aku tak haus dan lapar.. cume badan ku letih,lemah aje.. oh well.. tahan aje lah.. tinggal 4 hari aje mahu bayar blik... then we have CIP day.. WuHoOoOo.. - _- we prayed that the rain will go on but then it stop.. so still have cip.. hehe.. we were seperated in 6 groups.. i supposed to be in group with ryhana and cleopatra but then they both didn't come.. ana mom fell down so she must go home... ana kiter doa kan mak awk, insyallah tak ade aper2.. so i group with farah, yun yi, tracy, hairizam, rafie and teck wei.. haizzz... sungguh penat... i think our group have the most newspaper.. ehem*ehem.. (rajin kan kiter)[bile kiter sampai semue dh ade except for rizuana group, kiter sampai together.. aper nie.. tak semangat langsung, sekejab buat kerje.. haha.. kidding..] oh yes, we collected newspaper for our cip.. sungguh penat..

esok teachers day.. i still don't have a clue what to give my teachers.. either i buy for them cake or i don't give them anything.. but then, it is my last year in secondary.. tak kan tak kasih kan.. ohh well.. see how..

I KNOW I WILL REGRET IF I DON'T DO IT!!!!


HELLO!!!!! I'm back.. hehe..

well, sorie for not update my blog for the past few week.. my computer break down... nooooo!!! i think this is the sign from allah, ask me to learn and get ready for my n-level... hehe...

now, i'm using my school computer..

i had so many things to said, about FRIENDSHIP, love, exams and many more...

first of all..
i just finish my prelim examination.. and now, just get ready for my n-level.. wish me luck...

secondly,
i just love my hubby.. hehe.. mentel... ok2 stop it.. NEXT..

NOW, about my friends...
first we started with just friends, then slowly we became more closer then SUDDENLY we became enemy(sort of) we just ignored each other. and i just really really hope and pray that we became friends again.. i could not take it anymore, i want to leave damai secondary school with a happy memories.. not like this... i wants to solve this problem, but i do not know how?? or when??.. i scared that someone or anyone will disagree with my solution.. but how i want to end this problem.. ya allah kasih lah aku kekuatan..

i knoe that i'm ego, sometimes we gossips bout others.. with my loud voice that i did not notice that i hurt somebody feelings.. i keep on thinking bout this problem, when i wants to go to sleep, go out, watching t.v, went to the toilets.. i really could not take it..

i knoe that i once said to my friends that i wants to said bad things on my blog.. thank godness that my computer break down, i had more time to think about it.. i thought that if i update about somethings bad about people will the problems become more worst?? yes.. of course..

so i just to pray that this will ends very soon... now, i already forgotten my past, what people did to me.. i forgive them.. but will they forgive me?? i am just sorie..

yesterday went to my religion class, and suddenly we talk about friendship.. after the "ceramah" i really feel guilty and i already forgive everyone...