well hello everybody!!!!! i feeling great and healthy.

it seem 3 weeks i didn't played the computer. either to busy watching television or just wanting to go to sleep.

for the past few weeks it was fun, i was full with energy.

first of all. i will not going to go out with this 3 boys, ryan, feerdaus and nazih. nak ajak org kluar ended up i had to wait for them for 1hour and 50minutes okey. why i waited for them eventhough it been so long of waiting because ryan always say he was about to reached ended up i waited for 'again' 1 hour 50 minutes. ( but its okey, been so long never see them we had so much fun)

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BIRTHDAY TIME.

Suhayla's 21st Birthday.

Nazhifa's 7th birthday.

Azreenie's 14th birthday.

Rizuana's 18th birthday.

Happy Birthday!!! left ifa present i haven't give.

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really enjoy myself on public holiday.

had...

3day chalet.
( kak suhayla's bday party)

1 bbq pit
(rizuana's birthday party)

and no rest day for me. haha.

so lazy to upload many picture here are some of them. *winks*

for rizuana party, she haven't upload so no picture.
but my girlfriends i don't know what happened to them, i think it was me. they are super duper fare lah their faces. very jealous u know. i took picture with them i'm the most darkest. hahaha.
oh well. i don't mind. and yea i super duper miss them lah.

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SO LONG NEVER GO BOWLING

i played so........ bad. haha

and aqil first time played bowling.
and he even cried because sikit2 masuk longkang. haha
but at last he hit the pin and he wins to kak suhayla by 1point. 34 -33.

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ashari will get a new buddy. he is so happy.

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THE BUS LEFT ME

Yesterday, it was 456pm. my bus leave at exactly 5pm.
i like running from my department, pass the laboratary and pass the admin room.
i look outside the window, the bus was still there. i punched my card and say goodbye to this abang and pushed the door and..........

THE BUS LEFT ME. I RUN LIKE HELL AND STILL THE DRIVER DIDN'T SAW ME.
SO EMBARASSING. LUCKILLY NO WANT SAW ME RUNNING LIKE CRAZY PERSON.

go back to my department.
me: BUS TINGGAL KAN!!!!
my chemist(susin): WHAT?!!!!!!
susin also want to ride the bus.
my supervisor(mr mohd): hahaha. i will scold the bus driver.

AND mr mohd send the both of us to jurong east.

and i meet kak syiqah and we drink coffee with her friend, nadia.

hahhahaha. so funny lah. and this monday, my supervisor will teach me how to do flash point.
i'm loving it.
haha

so thats it then. see u guys very soon.

Today is Sunday.

Tomorrow will be Monday. and have to go back to work. wuaaaaaaaaaaa... i want to cry!!!

I DON'T WANT TO WORK. I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL....

18 MORE WEEKS IS TOO LONG FOR ME. NEVERMIND, SUFFER NOW, ENJOY LATER.

Yesterday meet my AYANG! i miss him so much.

i said to him that i will fetch him at boon lay. ended up we met at outram. hahaha.. he was mad for awhile.

we went to Vivo City. okey now my favourite place to shop is there. because so many pretty things lah. i love the clothes there. once i recieve my allowance, i will go SHOPPING.

My BAD HABIT.

and lately i realised that i have this habit that. when people talking to me, my mind will be somewhere else. i like talking to myself in my mind.

ashari also notice it, and yea, i did it again.

ashari was telling me this story and i heard him talking but i don't know what is in my mind that i don't realise that he was talking to me.

then when he was about to finish his story, then i realise i don't pay any attention to the story. i told him and....

and i never never saw his face like that before. he give me the looks that freak me up. haha. say sorry to him. and he told the story once again with a angry tone. sorry ashari.

i want to stop that habit. i have to learn to listen.

Ashari said that i only listen to the first thing that whoever is talking to me, and i will started to think alot and i will forget to listen to the other things that the person is saying next.

OMG. i really need to study to listen.

thanks ashari for waking me up and realise my bad habit.
u know me well. i love you so much.

well i feel like posting. but i don't know what. haha.

WUHOOO!!! Friday is here today. i'm loving it. and i have Saturday and Sunday to rest and spent time with my families and ashari..

job was so tiring. left 18 more weeks/ 90 more days to go and i'm back to school. i feel like a bimbo/dumb working there. haizzz. watching people calibrate the oil. run the machine. i felt so jealous. haha. i want to do that. have to study hard syazana.

missing ashari is getting larger. i want to meet him. please sayang.

yea, i miss school alot. really. especially secondary school life. u just study for exam and u can have fun. even when u study, u can chat with yr friends, u can sleep. i miss that moment. and sometimes u fight, u bully with the teachers and u can joke around with the kental teacher. haha. happy moment.

so someone out there who one to quit school, especially quitting during secondary school years. please don't. i know someone out there want to quit school because u want to work. well, again please don't. u study just for about 20years and it is for your own good. but u have to work until u die. and if u want to improve yr skill, u can take course about 4years and that it, it will stick to u until u die. and u can have better working life.

okey2, if someone out there disapproved my 'ceramah' about quitting school. i'm sorry. it's just my opinion. and yes, here i go again being a makcik. ok2, i stop here.

aiming for my life

• learn as much method to do at work. so that my suction head give good grades/report to me.
• being super friendly at work place or any places. so that i'm not invisible. haha. and i can communicate well.
  
• spend so much time with my family.
• must spend time with my favourite nyai in the world and cousins.
  
• spend time with darling 4t1 girlfriends.
• spend time with darling jc0801L.
• and of course sayang, i don't forget u. i will try to spend so much time with u.
  
• study very hard for my future.
  
• try to make it to polytechnic and get a diploma. INSYALLAH. i really want it.
  
• take good care of my health. (must go exercise and eat right)
• have a brighter smile.
  
• improve my english.
• have sexy legs. hahahaha. (not nessesary)
• have CONFIDENT in myself ( compalsary)
  
• and like ashari always scold me asked me to have a positive mind set. haha. i try syg
  
• help my family with finance problem.
  
• and must have a good rest and have fun.
• and lastly, stop eating ice cubes. (very compalsary)
• and very last thing. never forget about ugama. my mom always say, god can just take your life, and every thing u earn in life will never help u afterlife, just your 'goodness' and 'sinful' will help u afterlife.
  

what i want to do with what i earn for my life.

• GO SHOPPING ( a must)
• buy tons of clothes
• buy lots of skirts and dresses.
• and i want HIGH-HEELS shoes.
• MAKE UP and facial wash.
• treat my siblings.
  
• save money to go vacations with my family. insyallah.
• computer
• camera
• whitener for my tooth. haha.
• go dentist.
  
• take my mom to a spa. wow.
• belanja my parent to go to hajj. insyallah.
• and yea, i almost forget this. i want to buy present for my cousin and family went their bday reach.
• and insyallah i will buy present for my girlfriends too. haha.
  

i think thats it. i know there much much more. but this is what i can think right now.





can i be shiok sendiri sekejab? haha
this is what happened went ashari never reply my messages.
being super boring.
taking stupid faces of yrself really can make u laugh.
haha

i know someone will get irritated seeing my faces. haha. i'm sorry for the disturbance.
hahahahaha.

toodles

I'M BACK. busy with working. work is okey.
arie asked me to update but i'm to busy.

so it is saturday and it is my off day. so i'm going to talk about,

HOW I SPENT MY LIFE IN THE YEAR 2008.

January 2008.

GOOD BYE MY 2007 AND HELLO 2008.

> WHERE I CELEBRATED NEW YEAR IN OTHER COUNTRY AND IT was in MALAYSIA. WTH.. hehe.

> the next chapter of my life.
- i had to leave my secondary school life and begin my life in ITE.
- Get Chemical process technology and Get same class with ASHARI again. hehe
- started to make new friends. and lucky for me they are super alright.
- we get along very well.

we been knowing each other for one month and we already play pool together and eat pizza hut together.

end of January 2008

Febuary 2008

• we had NAPFA TEST. for the five station i did well. for 2.4km run. don't said about it. since secondary 1 i never pass my 2.4km run. and in the year 2008, i am the last person in class to reached. haha. must do well in 2009 2.4 km run.

• studies for this course was super hard for us the whole class. still remember every one hate our class adviser and every one felt like giving up. well. every thing going to change later.
  

• every wednesday we played snooker/pool. and i'm getting better. puji diri sendiri sia syaz. tak malu.

• having our class test and practice for our phase test. school is getting better.

end of Febuary 2008

March 2008

• having lots and lots of phase test and theory test.

my phase test.

and celebrate, wina, nadrah, hikmah, imdad and kak sarah bday.


and the first time i went to the west alone to do project at fify's house. haha. congrats syaz.


and had family's pit and 4t1's pit. the best moment.



my family gathering.

4t1 gathering.

end of March 2008

April 2008

• still hate my class edvisor. haha. improved a little in my studies. left 7week till examination.
• get our new safety boots.

• went back to damai secondary school to take testimonial.
  

haha. mcm phm.

end of April 2008

May 2008

• the first time i went out with ashari's family.
  

some of the thing we studied.

• had our first examination
  

end of May 2008

June 2008

• school holiday!!
  
• caiiou my pet hamster went missing. but couple of day he was back.
  
• had bad fever and a huge ulcer. don't want to get that fever again.
  
• and our beloved arwah hairizam will always be miss. and will always pray for him
• i pass with flying colours for my examination. arie also passed. alhamdullilah

end of June 2008

July 2008

• ashari went to tanjong pinang and bringing back maggi for my family. hahaha. aqil love it.

• outing with some 4t1 classmates. went to the zoo. haha. best.

• back to school, new studies to be study and taufik came to our school.
  

• paman zari and bibik wiwik belanje our family. they are good hearted people.

• and not forgetting our 2 years anniversary. love arie always.

end of July 2008

August 2008

• happy birthday singapore.

• and getting crazy with my classmates.
  
• i begin to love my class advisor. haha.

End of august 2008.

September 2008

• i gone missing. haha. i don't update my blog for this month.
  
• busy with 5 or 6 projects.
• and yea, it was the month of PUASA FOR THE MUSLIM.
  

end of September 2008

October 2008

• SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.

• hari raya with darling 4t1

• hary raya with darling jc0801L

• and my seventeen birthday.

• AND mohd khoif tufail is back.he is now a healthy boy. we love him so much.
  

october is my favourite.
end of October

November 2008

• had our first JC0801L PIT.
• AND ASHARI SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY

end of november

lastly December 2008

• aqil's birthday

• selamat hari raya haji
• started working at jurong island intertek pte Ltd.

• for the first one week, we met and go eat together every day.

• and a new member of our family were born.

yes, it is a boy. his name is, Aatif Fadzli. so cute.

• and yea, first time watch sunset with ashari. but he didn't care. haha. and yea, first time i heard him laugh. not that i never heard him laugh before but this time like very special. where we were lost at vivo and he laughed like very cute with his happy face and he like holding my hand to go to the right path. like special. hahahaha. i miss him already.
  

and arie bought for me this ring. i'm loving it.

tak boleh nmpak. haha.

• go picnic with some of darling 4t1. miss them so much.
• and i spent my last second on 2008 is eating macdonald. hahaha.

welcome 2009

so i think thats it.
this is how i spent my life in 2008.
it feels so fast, and yea, some of my classmate do not selected to go to early attachment so we are not going to be in the same class anymore. and it is really sad u know. we just getting alone and here we are seperated.
why every happy beginning must come to the end?
haizz.. oh well. i hope 2009 is a great year for me.
and i will always miss my JC0801L.

so this is for u, ashari.
i will always love u.